1 00:01:01,810 --> 00:00:03,290 you're listening to Ira the inception 2 00:01:01,820 --> 00:01:06,770 Oh 3 00:01:11,190 --> 00:01:08,999 the extraordinary phenomenon 4 00:01:13,980 --> 00:01:11,200 investigations council presents epic 5 00:01:15,840 --> 00:01:13,990 voyages come join us as we hitter and 6 00:01:18,149 --> 00:01:15,850 experience the great mysteries of the 7 00:01:54,310 --> 00:01:18,159 world with tonight's host with me haul 8 00:02:02,749 --> 00:01:58,510 good evening it's our special for our 9 00:02:05,270 --> 00:02:02,759 halloween extravaganza on epic voyages 10 00:02:07,669 --> 00:02:05,280 on the inception radio network I'm 11 00:02:11,029 --> 00:02:07,679 Whitney the wit stir Whitney hall and 12 00:02:13,610 --> 00:02:11,039 tonight maverick joins me dr. Aaron 13 00:02:15,920 --> 00:02:13,620 Judkins and we will be having a two 14 00:02:18,890 --> 00:02:15,930 different guests as well during this 15 00:02:22,100 --> 00:02:18,900 four hour period so grab your candy corn 16 00:02:24,979 --> 00:02:22,110 your apple cider it's time to have some 17 00:02:28,309 --> 00:02:24,989 fun as we are gearing up for Halloween 18 00:02:29,900 --> 00:02:28,319 coming up later this week and Aaron it's 19 00:02:32,180 --> 00:02:29,910 great to have you with me tonight it's 20 00:02:34,400 --> 00:02:32,190 going to be lots of fun yes it is i'm so 21 00:02:36,949 --> 00:02:34,410 excited to do a show with you Whitney 22 00:02:39,949 --> 00:02:36,959 because this is a first to be able to 23 00:02:41,180 --> 00:02:39,959 kind of double team up on a show yeah 24 00:02:43,160 --> 00:02:41,190 I'm going to just kind of sit in the 25 00:02:45,830 --> 00:02:43,170 background and chime in every now and 26 00:02:48,830 --> 00:02:45,840 then but what a wonderful lineup we have 27 00:02:50,449 --> 00:02:48,840 for you tonight oh and you get the hot 28 00:02:52,789 --> 00:02:50,459 chocolate out you need to get ready 29 00:02:54,530 --> 00:02:52,799 curled up on the couch whatever it is 30 00:02:58,190 --> 00:02:54,540 you're doing now I realize the Cowboys 31 00:02:59,840 --> 00:02:58,200 are on I'm just saying but you need to 32 00:03:01,580 --> 00:02:59,850 Tunis and tell your friends because this 33 00:03:03,680 --> 00:03:01,590 is going to be an awesome awesome 34 00:03:05,810 --> 00:03:03,690 halloween special show here on epic 35 00:03:06,920 --> 00:03:05,820 voyages I know as you curl up on the 36 00:03:10,370 --> 00:03:06,930 couch you might want to grab a blanket 37 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:10,380 just to cover up from the crazy like 38 00:03:14,300 --> 00:03:11,970 boogeyman scary stuff that might come 39 00:03:16,370 --> 00:03:14,310 it's gonna be it's gonna be kind of 40 00:03:17,930 --> 00:03:16,380 scary and due to its graphic content I 41 00:03:19,670 --> 00:03:17,940 would say that it's not suitable for 42 00:03:22,250 --> 00:03:19,680 young children we're going to be talking 43 00:03:23,509 --> 00:03:22,260 about some heavy stuff tonight so if 44 00:03:25,250 --> 00:03:23,519 you're listening maybe pop in some 45 00:03:28,250 --> 00:03:25,260 earbuds or something cuz we don't want 46 00:03:31,330 --> 00:03:28,260 to scare the kiddies but tonight we're 47 00:03:34,670 --> 00:03:31,340 going to be talking about vampires 48 00:03:36,500 --> 00:03:34,680 werewolves and evil archaeology the 49 00:03:39,349 --> 00:03:36,510 first two hours were going to be talking 50 00:03:42,199 --> 00:03:39,359 with bill snellen and followed by dr. 51 00:03:45,289 --> 00:03:42,209 heather Lynn now both of us have talked 52 00:03:46,860 --> 00:03:45,299 with these guests in recent few weeks 53 00:03:48,869 --> 00:03:46,870 have passed 54 00:03:51,899 --> 00:03:48,879 earlier with different topics on epic 55 00:03:54,869 --> 00:03:51,909 voyages I talked with Bill about his 56 00:03:56,850 --> 00:03:54,879 cancer wars DVD and alternative 57 00:03:57,990 --> 00:03:56,860 treatments to cancer and Erin you talked 58 00:04:01,320 --> 00:03:58,000 with heather Lynn not too long ago 59 00:04:03,750 --> 00:04:01,330 that's right we we did another topic on 60 00:04:05,970 --> 00:04:03,760 the samaritan controversy tonight's 61 00:04:08,970 --> 00:04:05,980 going to be totally different new topic 62 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:08,980 new subjects all the way around it's 63 00:04:14,309 --> 00:04:12,010 going to be so much fun yeah it is going 64 00:04:18,930 --> 00:04:14,319 to be great well first off we have bill 65 00:04:20,490 --> 00:04:18,940 snugglin and i grew up not celebrating 66 00:04:22,590 --> 00:04:20,500 Halloween coming from a Christian 67 00:04:24,060 --> 00:04:22,600 household we saw it as the devil's 68 00:04:26,400 --> 00:04:24,070 holiday although we would do some like 69 00:04:27,840 --> 00:04:26,410 you know fall festival type things Erin 70 00:04:31,350 --> 00:04:27,850 did you grow up trick-or-treating as a 71 00:04:34,400 --> 00:04:31,360 kid well initially I did at some point 72 00:04:37,800 --> 00:04:34,410 my parents moved away from that and and 73 00:04:41,159 --> 00:04:37,810 and we stopped doing it somewhere around 74 00:04:42,810 --> 00:04:41,169 junior high but uh and then we started 75 00:04:46,400 --> 00:04:42,820 kind of doing something different you 76 00:04:49,200 --> 00:04:46,410 know for for the Fall Festival but I 77 00:04:52,950 --> 00:04:49,210 originally did early on in my my 78 00:04:55,020 --> 00:04:52,960 youngster years and then yeah it was a 79 00:04:57,900 --> 00:04:55,030 it's something now remember doing with 80 00:05:00,540 --> 00:04:57,910 my sister you know yeah yeah get some 81 00:05:01,980 --> 00:05:00,550 candy um this seems kind of innocent you 82 00:05:03,839 --> 00:05:01,990 know get some candy knock on the 83 00:05:05,250 --> 00:05:03,849 neighbors doors but tonight we're going 84 00:05:07,350 --> 00:05:05,260 to be talking about maybe some of the 85 00:05:09,629 --> 00:05:07,360 hidden things that you weren't aware of 86 00:05:12,020 --> 00:05:09,639 about Halloween and just kind of what 87 00:05:15,060 --> 00:05:12,030 stepping into all that darkness can do 88 00:05:16,980 --> 00:05:15,070 tonight's guest Bilson Evelyn he grew up 89 00:05:20,100 --> 00:05:16,990 trick-or-treating isn't that right bill 90 00:05:21,960 --> 00:05:20,110 yeah absolutely i I'm course I'm 91 00:05:25,529 --> 00:05:21,970 probably older than either of you but I 92 00:05:27,089 --> 00:05:25,539 was raised in the 50s and yeah I went 93 00:05:31,230 --> 00:05:27,099 out trick-or-treating faithfully every 94 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:31,240 year there i say religiously and you 95 00:05:35,790 --> 00:05:33,010 know cuz i like candy as much as the 96 00:05:38,339 --> 00:05:35,800 next kid yeah yeah what you know there's 97 00:05:40,830 --> 00:05:38,349 this element of you know being spooky 98 00:05:43,200 --> 00:05:40,840 and you get a little thrill and you know 99 00:05:45,680 --> 00:05:43,210 all of that and you know and of course 100 00:05:48,300 --> 00:05:45,690 back then you didn't hear anything 101 00:05:51,839 --> 00:05:48,310 against Halloween I mean at least not in 102 00:05:54,330 --> 00:05:51,849 our circles mm-hmm you know I was glad 103 00:05:55,589 --> 00:05:54,340 yeah and then then one of the main 104 00:05:57,810 --> 00:05:55,599 things that we heard about was the 105 00:05:59,760 --> 00:05:57,820 people were putting razor blades and 106 00:06:00,390 --> 00:05:59,770 apples that they handed out to kids so 107 00:06:02,700 --> 00:06:00,400 it wasn't 108 00:06:04,469 --> 00:06:02,710 safe even to get the candy and I mean 109 00:06:06,749 --> 00:06:04,479 that's just one little look at what's 110 00:06:08,460 --> 00:06:06,759 going on but it was it was initially a 111 00:06:10,110 --> 00:06:08,470 Halloween night that kind of sparked 112 00:06:12,120 --> 00:06:10,120 your interest in the occult is that 113 00:06:14,640 --> 00:06:12,130 right we'll talk about that later yes 114 00:06:16,950 --> 00:06:14,650 yes and that kind of escalated 115 00:06:20,159 --> 00:06:16,960 throughout the years your interest in 116 00:06:21,900 --> 00:06:20,169 like the supernatural the occult to the 117 00:06:24,330 --> 00:06:21,910 point that that it turned you into one 118 00:06:25,710 --> 00:06:24,340 of the most gruesome characters that 119 00:06:28,680 --> 00:06:25,720 many of you listening tonight may have 120 00:06:30,719 --> 00:06:28,690 dressed up for Halloween and it's it's 121 00:06:33,930 --> 00:06:30,729 been fact it's been fictionalized by the 122 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:33,940 name is Dracula Edward Cullen we're 123 00:06:42,180 --> 00:06:38,410 talking about vampires yes yes bill you 124 00:06:43,920 --> 00:06:42,190 were a vampire well you're jumping right 125 00:06:48,750 --> 00:06:43,930 into the deep end of the pool there but 126 00:06:52,770 --> 00:06:48,760 yeah I yeah I did you know get involved 127 00:06:56,040 --> 00:06:52,780 with a group a kind of a cult thing that 128 00:06:58,260 --> 00:06:56,050 that basically we drink blood and we 129 00:07:00,420 --> 00:06:58,270 believe that by doing so we would we 130 00:07:02,909 --> 00:07:00,430 would live forever and that when I 131 00:07:04,770 --> 00:07:02,919 finally you know died that I would be 132 00:07:06,629 --> 00:07:04,780 coming this immortal being kind of like 133 00:07:08,700 --> 00:07:06,639 what you see in some of the movies 134 00:07:10,680 --> 00:07:08,710 although a lot of what's in the movies 135 00:07:13,800 --> 00:07:10,690 is total nonsense you know like so many 136 00:07:16,740 --> 00:07:13,810 things but yes yes that was in the late 137 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:16,750 70s Wow I know some of you listening 138 00:07:22,439 --> 00:07:18,490 right now by God might beat chuckling 139 00:07:23,670 --> 00:07:22,449 going haha yeah right that was the 140 00:07:25,560 --> 00:07:23,680 reaction I got when I was telling 141 00:07:27,659 --> 00:07:25,570 someone last week about tonight's show 142 00:07:29,279 --> 00:07:27,669 and she proceeded to tell me about a man 143 00:07:31,740 --> 00:07:29,289 that she had encountered a new lines who 144 00:07:34,379 --> 00:07:31,750 had his his teeth filed the pointy fangs 145 00:07:36,120 --> 00:07:34,389 and and she said he seemed nice to 146 00:07:39,120 --> 00:07:36,130 normal as she talked to him he wasn't 147 00:07:40,409 --> 00:07:39,130 you know Ravis Lee salivating to bite 148 00:07:44,760 --> 00:07:40,419 her in the neck and suck her blood he 149 00:07:47,100 --> 00:07:44,770 seemed like a normal guy uh I myself 150 00:07:49,890 --> 00:07:47,110 watch the twilight saga of films which 151 00:07:51,420 --> 00:07:49,900 we'll talk about more tonight because 152 00:07:54,089 --> 00:07:51,430 I've been told that you know vampires 153 00:07:55,620 --> 00:07:54,099 are just fantasies it's not real that's 154 00:07:58,290 --> 00:07:55,630 why you may be laughing tonight it's 155 00:07:59,700 --> 00:07:58,300 just made up Aaron have you seen the 156 00:08:02,310 --> 00:07:59,710 Twilight films or other vampire 157 00:08:06,750 --> 00:08:02,320 favorites that you've watched I have to 158 00:08:08,850 --> 00:08:06,760 say I haven't I know I I don't because 159 00:08:10,740 --> 00:08:08,860 of my time and it for me it just 160 00:08:13,500 --> 00:08:10,750 wouldn't be entertainment for me I know 161 00:08:14,370 --> 00:08:13,510 that's very popular though with the 162 00:08:18,270 --> 00:08:14,380 youth and 163 00:08:21,090 --> 00:08:18,280 and you know the culture today it's you 164 00:08:23,070 --> 00:08:21,100 know zombies vampires very popular I've 165 00:08:25,290 --> 00:08:23,080 been hearing about it I haven't seen any 166 00:08:30,780 --> 00:08:25,300 of it but I've heard quite a bit about 167 00:08:32,640 --> 00:08:30,790 it yeah yeah yeah it's very popular in 168 00:08:35,460 --> 00:08:32,650 pop culture it seems like in the past 169 00:08:37,700 --> 00:08:35,470 maybe century or so vampires were Rolf's 170 00:08:40,100 --> 00:08:37,710 grown and popular entertainment like uh 171 00:08:42,839 --> 00:08:40,110 actually there's a movie out called 172 00:08:45,330 --> 00:08:42,849 dracula untold bill have you heard about 173 00:08:48,570 --> 00:08:45,340 that one it's in thesis that's the 174 00:08:52,500 --> 00:08:48,580 latest installment of what i call the 175 00:08:56,100 --> 00:08:52,510 vampire as Messiah oh okay it's like a 176 00:08:58,020 --> 00:08:56,110 sub-genre Oh as Dracula's the hero as 177 00:09:01,260 --> 00:08:58,030 you well not really a hero but an 178 00:09:03,750 --> 00:09:01,270 antihero and in someone who literally 179 00:09:05,670 --> 00:09:03,760 you know and I haven't seen this movie I 180 00:09:08,940 --> 00:09:05,680 don't even tend to see it but you know 181 00:09:10,860 --> 00:09:08,950 as I understand it basically he he you 182 00:09:12,990 --> 00:09:10,870 know to say cuz what people may or may 183 00:09:16,560 --> 00:09:13,000 not understand is the Dracula the 184 00:09:21,300 --> 00:09:16,570 character is based on a real historical 185 00:09:23,970 --> 00:09:21,310 figure Vlad tepish who was like he was 186 00:09:26,910 --> 00:09:23,980 like a warlord in an ancient Romania 187 00:09:29,730 --> 00:09:26,920 well an ancient like 500 years ago yeah 188 00:09:31,290 --> 00:09:29,740 he's regarded by his people kinda like 189 00:09:34,830 --> 00:09:31,300 the way we in America think of George 190 00:09:37,110 --> 00:09:34,840 Washington he was a patriot he was a 191 00:09:39,750 --> 00:09:37,120 hero he was also very brutal and very 192 00:09:41,640 --> 00:09:39,760 savage and it's probably why you know 193 00:09:45,680 --> 00:09:41,650 Bram Stoker the guy who created the 194 00:09:47,970 --> 00:09:45,690 literary Dracula uh picked up the name 195 00:09:51,240 --> 00:09:47,980 because the name literally means son of 196 00:09:55,110 --> 00:09:51,250 the Dragon yeah his see his father the 197 00:09:58,410 --> 00:09:55,120 real duelist Vlad guy uh his real father 198 00:10:00,390 --> 00:09:58,420 was that are cool which means dragon and 199 00:10:02,670 --> 00:10:00,400 he was given that name because he joined 200 00:10:05,970 --> 00:10:02,680 this order of the Dragon which was 201 00:10:07,890 --> 00:10:05,980 actually a papal order you know from the 202 00:10:10,440 --> 00:10:07,900 papacy it was like a knighthood order 203 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:10,450 that he was conferred conferred upon him 204 00:10:15,120 --> 00:10:13,210 for the purpose of fighting the infidels 205 00:10:17,310 --> 00:10:15,130 fighting there was the Turks and the 206 00:10:19,890 --> 00:10:17,320 Muslims mainly which is oddly enough 207 00:10:22,860 --> 00:10:19,900 what we're getting into today but anyway 208 00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:22,870 you know the more things change the more 209 00:10:26,820 --> 00:10:24,970 things they say the same but but in any 210 00:10:27,290 --> 00:10:26,830 event so this guy was in the order of 211 00:10:30,740 --> 00:10:27,300 the dre 212 00:10:34,550 --> 00:10:30,750 and so his son of Vlad tepish came to be 213 00:10:35,990 --> 00:10:34,560 known as Dracula because you know he was 214 00:10:38,600 --> 00:10:36,000 the son of the Dragon and also because 215 00:10:40,820 --> 00:10:38,610 he was very savage guy who would he did 216 00:10:42,769 --> 00:10:40,830 in his life historically he did some 217 00:10:44,660 --> 00:10:42,779 very unspeakable things you know first 218 00:10:47,030 --> 00:10:44,670 it was a different time and you know 219 00:10:48,310 --> 00:10:47,040 this is like you know obviously 200 220 00:10:51,500 --> 00:10:48,320 years before the American Revolution 221 00:10:54,440 --> 00:10:51,510 making I'm very glad the Impaler yeah 222 00:10:57,050 --> 00:10:54,450 that's why wish me with ya yeah we don't 223 00:10:59,600 --> 00:10:57,060 need anybody going to all AB you know he 224 00:11:00,949 --> 00:10:59,610 was he was a very nasty guy and and so 225 00:11:03,560 --> 00:11:00,959 the premise of this movie as I 226 00:11:07,850 --> 00:11:03,570 understand it is it he basically to save 227 00:11:10,040 --> 00:11:07,860 his people to save his nation from the 228 00:11:14,680 --> 00:11:10,050 invading Turks or whatever it might be 229 00:11:18,530 --> 00:11:14,690 magyars he he went and got these awesome 230 00:11:21,710 --> 00:11:18,540 occult / vampiric powers from this evil 231 00:11:23,930 --> 00:11:21,720 old you know vampire and so it's like 232 00:11:27,650 --> 00:11:23,940 okay he's like this Messiah figure who 233 00:11:29,480 --> 00:11:27,660 came to save his people and and this is 234 00:11:33,350 --> 00:11:29,490 not the first time this has come up i 235 00:11:36,290 --> 00:11:33,360 mean even even in a book dracula there's 236 00:11:39,590 --> 00:11:36,300 a heavy you know subtext of him being 237 00:11:41,420 --> 00:11:39,600 kind of this dark messiah you know the 238 00:11:43,400 --> 00:11:41,430 idea that that you know at one point 239 00:11:47,720 --> 00:11:43,410 he's and this has been in many of the 240 00:11:50,510 --> 00:11:47,730 movies this scene where he dracula he 241 00:11:52,670 --> 00:11:50,520 seduces this woman usually in the book 242 00:11:54,680 --> 00:11:52,680 it's mina harker but in the movies it's 243 00:11:57,380 --> 00:11:54,690 different people and he actually you 244 00:11:59,990 --> 00:11:57,390 know seduces her and tells her if she 245 00:12:01,970 --> 00:12:00,000 drinks his blood that you know she will 246 00:12:06,019 --> 00:12:01,980 live forever and he actually cuts open 247 00:12:08,060 --> 00:12:06,029 his chest and has her drink blood from 248 00:12:10,670 --> 00:12:08,070 his side and he actually says you are 249 00:12:12,560 --> 00:12:10,680 boning my bone and flesh of my flesh oh 250 00:12:14,750 --> 00:12:12,570 that's nasty you know and I mean it's 251 00:12:16,490 --> 00:12:14,760 like this weird dark communion service 252 00:12:19,040 --> 00:12:16,500 yeah and of course there's this 253 00:12:21,800 --> 00:12:19,050 long-standing in in the Roman Catholic 254 00:12:24,769 --> 00:12:21,810 Church there's this long-standing I 255 00:12:28,819 --> 00:12:24,779 Connor or symbolism if you will of a 256 00:12:30,610 --> 00:12:28,829 pelican is a symbol of Messiah gouging 257 00:12:33,590 --> 00:12:30,620 opened its breast to feed its young 258 00:12:36,590 --> 00:12:33,600 which is a metaphor of course for the 259 00:12:38,840 --> 00:12:36,600 fact that you know when Messiah was 260 00:12:40,560 --> 00:12:38,850 killed on the cross his side was pierced 261 00:12:43,290 --> 00:12:40,570 with you know 262 00:12:45,900 --> 00:12:43,300 the spear and blood and water flowed out 263 00:12:48,500 --> 00:12:45,910 of his sight and you know and of course 264 00:12:52,110 --> 00:12:48,510 it's that blood that gives us as 265 00:12:54,270 --> 00:12:52,120 Christians eternal life so it's like the 266 00:12:56,460 --> 00:12:54,280 the Bram Stoker and a lot of the other 267 00:12:58,020 --> 00:12:56,470 filmmakers down through the last it's 268 00:13:00,540 --> 00:12:58,030 been about a hundred and hundred and 269 00:13:03,590 --> 00:13:00,550 thirty years you know have created this 270 00:13:06,150 --> 00:13:03,600 kind of dark Christ figure who offers 271 00:13:08,730 --> 00:13:06,160 supposedly eternal life and it's very 272 00:13:11,430 --> 00:13:08,740 seductive and it used to be I mean if 273 00:13:13,230 --> 00:13:11,440 you look at the history and I in my book 274 00:13:15,540 --> 00:13:13,240 you know romancing death which is a 275 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:15,550 whole survey of this issue of the 276 00:13:22,080 --> 00:13:18,010 vampire in popular culture and its 277 00:13:26,370 --> 00:13:22,090 spiritual dangers you know it is very 278 00:13:29,430 --> 00:13:26,380 very critical to understand that there's 279 00:13:31,670 --> 00:13:29,440 this like seduction involved where 280 00:13:34,740 --> 00:13:31,680 originally there was this movie Oh 281 00:13:37,350 --> 00:13:34,750 probably 100 years ago called Nosferatu 282 00:13:39,300 --> 00:13:37,360 a symphony of terror there was a silent 283 00:13:41,190 --> 00:13:39,310 film it was the first film version 284 00:13:44,340 --> 00:13:41,200 Dracula they changed the name of the guy 285 00:13:47,550 --> 00:13:44,350 to avoid getting sued and and in it the 286 00:13:51,570 --> 00:13:47,560 vampire looks like a human rap I mean 287 00:13:54,690 --> 00:13:51,580 he's this really ugly you know guy with 288 00:13:57,180 --> 00:13:54,700 big pointy ears and teeth like a rat 289 00:13:58,830 --> 00:13:57,190 like a rodent I mean to none like the 290 00:14:02,490 --> 00:13:58,840 vampires you see today to they have like 291 00:14:05,090 --> 00:14:02,500 you know their canine teeth and he was 292 00:14:10,890 --> 00:14:05,100 just hideous and it's really a very 293 00:14:13,530 --> 00:14:10,900 scary film and um you know but now down 294 00:14:15,450 --> 00:14:13,540 to the centuries Dracula and the other 295 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:15,460 vampires not through centuries which of 296 00:14:21,690 --> 00:14:18,090 the decades has become more and more 297 00:14:23,010 --> 00:14:21,700 sexy yeah I mean Edward Cullen I mean 298 00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:23,020 that's like he was on the cover of all 299 00:14:26,880 --> 00:14:25,330 the magazines every girl you know it was 300 00:14:29,610 --> 00:14:26,890 like this it was his romance in the 301 00:14:31,680 --> 00:14:29,620 Twilight series you know he was he was 302 00:14:34,770 --> 00:14:31,690 attractive and so was I mean come on and 303 00:14:36,690 --> 00:14:34,780 the movies Brad Pitt and Tom Cruise 304 00:14:38,670 --> 00:14:36,700 interview with a vampire hello those are 305 00:14:42,180 --> 00:14:38,680 the biggest you know heartthrobs around 306 00:14:45,210 --> 00:14:42,190 and johnny depp in dark shadows mm-hmm 307 00:14:48,930 --> 00:14:45,220 oh yeah yeah and even back as far back 308 00:14:50,310 --> 00:14:48,940 as 99 was 78 Frank Langella who of 309 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:50,320 course is now kind of an elder statesman 310 00:14:54,120 --> 00:14:53,770 in Hollywood he was quite sexy back then 311 00:14:57,210 --> 00:14:54,130 you know 312 00:14:59,820 --> 00:14:57,220 he played Dracula an apt ation of the 313 00:15:02,240 --> 00:14:59,830 stage play and you know he was really 314 00:15:05,160 --> 00:15:02,250 the first very very you know 315 00:15:07,230 --> 00:15:05,170 romantic-looking vampire and ever since 316 00:15:08,970 --> 00:15:07,240 then it's been getting more so and of 317 00:15:12,660 --> 00:15:08,980 course that's because you know frankly 318 00:15:16,230 --> 00:15:12,670 Hollywood is no you know friend of the 319 00:15:17,790 --> 00:15:16,240 gospel I mean they basically are not 320 00:15:19,290 --> 00:15:17,800 very usually although I know everybody 321 00:15:21,000 --> 00:15:19,300 saying oh this is the year of the Bible 322 00:15:22,830 --> 00:15:21,010 and there's all these more vital 323 00:15:25,910 --> 00:15:22,840 friendly films this particular year but 324 00:15:29,040 --> 00:15:25,920 that's kind of an anomaly and so there 325 00:15:31,440 --> 00:15:29,050 most of the films they've created have 326 00:15:34,190 --> 00:15:31,450 been too kind of accentuate the idea of 327 00:15:37,350 --> 00:15:34,200 the vampire as being this dark sexy 328 00:15:39,570 --> 00:15:37,360 antihero mm-hmm and especially you 329 00:15:42,210 --> 00:15:39,580 mentioned the twilight series and that's 330 00:15:44,160 --> 00:15:42,220 it to me especially worrisome because 331 00:15:46,580 --> 00:15:44,170 those are books that are oriented toward 332 00:15:51,000 --> 00:15:46,590 adolescent especially adolescent females 333 00:15:53,370 --> 00:15:51,010 and you know if you read those books and 334 00:15:54,900 --> 00:15:53,380 I when I wrote my book I had to suffer 335 00:15:56,490 --> 00:15:54,910 through reading all off because they're 336 00:16:00,630 --> 00:15:56,500 giant books I mean they're like six or 337 00:16:02,910 --> 00:16:00,640 seven pages long and you know it's very 338 00:16:06,810 --> 00:16:02,920 seductive because if you're a young girl 339 00:16:08,640 --> 00:16:06,820 you know 15 16 17 years old and you're 340 00:16:12,330 --> 00:16:08,650 reading these books and you have all the 341 00:16:14,580 --> 00:16:12,340 insecurities the the adolescent females 342 00:16:16,590 --> 00:16:14,590 and our culture have about their their 343 00:16:19,920 --> 00:16:16,600 body image about will I get a boyfriend 344 00:16:22,190 --> 00:16:19,930 you know all by my popular I am I a 345 00:16:24,780 --> 00:16:22,200 klutz you know all of these things 346 00:16:26,250 --> 00:16:24,790 that's right there in the book and it's 347 00:16:29,250 --> 00:16:26,260 like here's this you mentioned this 348 00:16:32,460 --> 00:16:29,260 Edward Cullen who's this gorgeous Greek 349 00:16:34,380 --> 00:16:32,470 god like you know vampire and he 350 00:16:38,700 --> 00:16:34,390 basically falls in love with this go key 351 00:16:41,460 --> 00:16:38,710 teenage girl Bella and you know it's 352 00:16:45,030 --> 00:16:41,470 like every girl's fantasy because here's 353 00:16:47,970 --> 00:16:45,040 this gorgeous guy who loves me and he 354 00:16:49,470 --> 00:16:47,980 can make me you know sexy and whatever 355 00:16:51,930 --> 00:16:49,480 you know and he can make me young 356 00:16:54,210 --> 00:16:51,940 forever because that's that's what these 357 00:16:56,550 --> 00:16:54,220 these vampire things promise is that 358 00:17:00,570 --> 00:16:56,560 you'll be forever young and of course 359 00:17:02,670 --> 00:17:00,580 it's a lie but yet you know adolescents 360 00:17:04,439 --> 00:17:02,680 as we know sometimes have trouble 361 00:17:06,780 --> 00:17:04,449 discerning truths from air especially 362 00:17:07,890 --> 00:17:06,790 when it comes to romance and so that's 363 00:17:09,270 --> 00:17:07,900 the danger of this 364 00:17:11,760 --> 00:17:09,280 I mean if you want we can even talk 365 00:17:13,770 --> 00:17:11,770 about how how bad a role model this 366 00:17:17,310 --> 00:17:13,780 Bella is in terms of being an 367 00:17:19,410 --> 00:17:17,320 independent intelligent woman figure you 368 00:17:21,950 --> 00:17:19,420 know in today's world you know she's not 369 00:17:25,500 --> 00:17:21,960 I mean she's basically a whiny 370 00:17:28,650 --> 00:17:25,510 adolescent who like clings to this guy 371 00:17:31,170 --> 00:17:28,660 like a you know like a leech part knee 372 00:17:33,810 --> 00:17:31,180 action and I mean she's like totally 373 00:17:36,450 --> 00:17:33,820 like fixated on him and it's it's not 374 00:17:39,270 --> 00:17:36,460 the kind of behavior that you would want 375 00:17:42,780 --> 00:17:39,280 your daughter you know to emulate and 376 00:17:45,750 --> 00:17:42,790 yet she's she's like an iconic hero in 377 00:17:48,240 --> 00:17:45,760 in the culture of the first the first 378 00:17:49,680 --> 00:17:48,250 decade of this century yeah it's really 379 00:17:51,480 --> 00:17:49,690 really sad you know because a lot of 380 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:51,490 girls are running around saying oh I got 381 00:17:55,740 --> 00:17:53,650 to find somebody like Edward Cullen to 382 00:17:57,420 --> 00:17:55,750 bite me in the neck and and here's the 383 00:17:59,130 --> 00:17:57,430 point I think we need to make because 384 00:18:01,740 --> 00:17:59,140 you mention know everybody thinks this 385 00:18:04,920 --> 00:18:01,750 is just fantasy but you know actually 386 00:18:08,190 --> 00:18:04,930 there really are people out there you 387 00:18:12,210 --> 00:18:08,200 know so the question asks our vampires 388 00:18:15,270 --> 00:18:12,220 real yes well that i'd have to say 389 00:18:16,950 --> 00:18:15,280 qualified yes yeah not necessarily like 390 00:18:19,530 --> 00:18:16,960 you see in hollywood where they they 391 00:18:21,330 --> 00:18:19,540 turn into bats and they you know fly 392 00:18:23,180 --> 00:18:21,340 around or they turn into mist and seep 393 00:18:26,370 --> 00:18:23,190 under your door and things like that no 394 00:18:29,220 --> 00:18:26,380 but are there really people out there 395 00:18:33,300 --> 00:18:29,230 that drink blood and and there's this 396 00:18:36,630 --> 00:18:33,310 kind of cultic religious sexual overtone 397 00:18:39,210 --> 00:18:36,640 to it yes there are and all you have to 398 00:18:41,970 --> 00:18:39,220 do I mean there's there's the you know 399 00:18:44,010 --> 00:18:41,980 vampire church there's there's all these 400 00:18:46,800 --> 00:18:44,020 websites devoted to different like 401 00:18:49,440 --> 00:18:46,810 there's even denominations now a vampire 402 00:18:51,960 --> 00:18:49,450 ism there's the sanguinary in vampires 403 00:18:54,420 --> 00:18:51,970 that drink blood and there's the psychic 404 00:18:57,090 --> 00:18:54,430 vampires that just live off of soul 405 00:18:58,950 --> 00:18:57,100 force you know things like that and then 406 00:19:00,030 --> 00:18:58,960 there's even subdivisions with that and 407 00:19:01,970 --> 00:19:00,040 they have all these philosophical 408 00:19:04,290 --> 00:19:01,980 discussions of course they also have 409 00:19:07,500 --> 00:19:04,300 sectarian fights between them about 410 00:19:10,050 --> 00:19:07,510 which is the true vampire and it's it's 411 00:19:12,840 --> 00:19:10,060 craziness but yes and and many of these 412 00:19:14,640 --> 00:19:12,850 people are kind of deviant individuals I 413 00:19:16,650 --> 00:19:14,650 mean because you can't here's the 414 00:19:18,360 --> 00:19:16,660 problem scene from a Bible perspective 415 00:19:19,560 --> 00:19:18,370 and I'm a person minister of the gospel 416 00:19:21,180 --> 00:19:19,570 now 417 00:19:25,260 --> 00:19:21,190 I should maybe make that clear I no 418 00:19:27,330 --> 00:19:25,270 longer do these things and you know the 419 00:19:29,730 --> 00:19:27,340 problem is is it from the Bible's 420 00:19:32,310 --> 00:19:29,740 perspective it's a sin to drink blood I 421 00:19:33,810 --> 00:19:32,320 mean that that's that's given in you 422 00:19:35,670 --> 00:19:33,820 know like in the Old Testament it's 423 00:19:38,520 --> 00:19:35,680 given in the law of Moses and it's even 424 00:19:40,110 --> 00:19:38,530 also in the books of Acts chapter 15 you 425 00:19:41,940 --> 00:19:40,120 know this is this is something that is 426 00:19:43,710 --> 00:19:41,950 dangerous spiritually to drink blood 427 00:19:45,690 --> 00:19:43,720 this ain't nothing of hygienic Lee and 428 00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:45,700 health-wise dangerous I mean you look at 429 00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:48,130 all of the weird diseases we have now 430 00:19:53,490 --> 00:19:51,490 floating around you know in society I 431 00:19:55,500 --> 00:19:53,500 mean Ebola is just the latest one to be 432 00:19:57,840 --> 00:19:55,510 on the public radar you know you don't 433 00:20:00,150 --> 00:19:57,850 want to be drinking blood you know and 434 00:20:03,180 --> 00:20:00,160 and it says in in the Torah and the 435 00:20:05,850 --> 00:20:03,190 Bible thou shalt not drink blood because 436 00:20:07,320 --> 00:20:05,860 the blood is the life of the soul and of 437 00:20:09,030 --> 00:20:07,330 course we all understand that I mean 438 00:20:11,460 --> 00:20:09,040 obviously if you had no blood you'd be 439 00:20:14,010 --> 00:20:11,470 dead so you know where did regard that 440 00:20:16,100 --> 00:20:14,020 is sacred and not drinking in fact you 441 00:20:19,560 --> 00:20:16,110 know you may even know that to this day 442 00:20:22,320 --> 00:20:19,570 Orthodox Jews if they eat meat they they 443 00:20:25,890 --> 00:20:22,330 have special kosher meat you know like 444 00:20:27,810 --> 00:20:25,900 beef or chicken that has been as much as 445 00:20:29,520 --> 00:20:27,820 possible drained of blood before it's 446 00:20:31,650 --> 00:20:29,530 delivered to the store to be to be 447 00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:31,660 bought because they don't want to even 448 00:20:36,690 --> 00:20:33,910 accidentally get a little blood in their 449 00:20:38,610 --> 00:20:36,700 meat when they cook it so you know this 450 00:20:41,220 --> 00:20:38,620 is something that's serious and and so 451 00:20:44,250 --> 00:20:41,230 when if you um you know if you're a 452 00:20:49,140 --> 00:20:44,260 young woman and you find some some 453 00:20:51,480 --> 00:20:49,150 velocity some weirdo that is trying to 454 00:20:53,460 --> 00:20:51,490 be a vampire and they say I'll drink 455 00:20:55,710 --> 00:20:53,470 your blood and you'll live forever you 456 00:20:57,300 --> 00:20:55,720 know when you allow that to happen and I 457 00:20:58,890 --> 00:20:57,310 don't care if they bite the person in 458 00:21:00,690 --> 00:20:58,900 the neck because some people some of 459 00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:00,700 these vampires do that some of them have 460 00:21:06,240 --> 00:21:03,730 a razor blade or a scalpel and they'll 461 00:21:08,640 --> 00:21:06,250 they'll cut a vein in the person's arm 462 00:21:12,180 --> 00:21:08,650 and dreamer I heard somebody was telling 463 00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:12,190 me about the like richest of the rich in 464 00:21:17,430 --> 00:21:16,210 the Dallas area that they like I don't 465 00:21:20,040 --> 00:21:17,440 know if it's every year or something 466 00:21:22,680 --> 00:21:20,050 they ran out the big reunion tower in 467 00:21:24,150 --> 00:21:22,690 dallas which is this big ball it has a 468 00:21:26,880 --> 00:21:24,160 restaurant at the top of it it's like 469 00:21:28,770 --> 00:21:26,890 expensive you know nice restaurant they 470 00:21:31,530 --> 00:21:28,780 rent it out and that they have people 471 00:21:33,180 --> 00:21:31,540 come that sign documents you know saying 472 00:21:35,190 --> 00:21:33,190 whatever they don't have disease 473 00:21:36,510 --> 00:21:35,200 and then they cut them and drain the 474 00:21:38,850 --> 00:21:36,520 blood and they mix it with alcohol and 475 00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:38,860 drink it as like some high-class thing 476 00:21:43,920 --> 00:21:40,810 yeah I hadn't heard about I'd wouldn't 477 00:21:45,210 --> 00:21:43,930 surprise me though there in like LA I 478 00:21:47,340 --> 00:21:45,220 know because I've talked to police 479 00:21:49,350 --> 00:21:47,350 officers that have told me about it they 480 00:21:51,840 --> 00:21:49,360 have they have kind of underground night 481 00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:51,850 clubs that are devote that are devoted 482 00:21:56,610 --> 00:21:54,610 to the consumption of human blood people 483 00:22:00,540 --> 00:21:56,620 go there to kind of hook up and drink 484 00:22:03,030 --> 00:22:00,550 each other's blood ok so there's so 485 00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:03,040 these people say I mean anybody could 486 00:22:07,910 --> 00:22:05,290 say oh I drink blood therefore I'm a 487 00:22:11,370 --> 00:22:07,920 vampire and you know want to be vampires 488 00:22:14,580 --> 00:22:11,380 so there's like the self-proclaimed ones 489 00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:14,590 versus like are there actually like 490 00:22:21,170 --> 00:22:18,810 demon-possessed vampires which you know 491 00:22:23,280 --> 00:22:21,180 explain that to me the difference 492 00:22:25,110 --> 00:22:23,290 self-proclaimed versus like demon 493 00:22:27,270 --> 00:22:25,120 possessed yeah and my humble opinion 494 00:22:29,880 --> 00:22:27,280 anybody the drinks human blood has 495 00:22:33,450 --> 00:22:29,890 probably got some demonic problems you 496 00:22:36,180 --> 00:22:33,460 know but but there are people within you 497 00:22:39,210 --> 00:22:36,190 know within Satanism who have chosen 498 00:22:41,330 --> 00:22:39,220 that path you know just like you know in 499 00:22:43,470 --> 00:22:41,340 any in any kind of ecclesiastical 500 00:22:45,780 --> 00:22:43,480 situation there are people like for 501 00:22:48,060 --> 00:22:45,790 example in you know you know high church 502 00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:48,070 setting like the Roman Church of the 503 00:22:51,420 --> 00:22:50,050 Anglican Church you have people that are 504 00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:51,430 nuns you have people that are brothers 505 00:22:54,180 --> 00:22:52,690 you have people that are priests and 506 00:22:56,670 --> 00:22:54,190 your people to lay people in the same 507 00:23:00,360 --> 00:22:56,680 way in Satanism you have some people 508 00:23:03,420 --> 00:23:00,370 take this path of becoming a vampire and 509 00:23:06,180 --> 00:23:03,430 to do that you are you have to holy give 510 00:23:09,120 --> 00:23:06,190 yourself over to the demonic realm you 511 00:23:12,150 --> 00:23:09,130 have to be basically up to your eyeballs 512 00:23:14,580 --> 00:23:12,160 and demons you know and you invite them 513 00:23:16,380 --> 00:23:14,590 in and I unfortunately I'm sad to say i 514 00:23:19,140 --> 00:23:16,390 used to do that i would literally invite 515 00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:19,150 i have a little chapel in the home i 516 00:23:25,620 --> 00:23:22,810 lived in this dark room full of candles 517 00:23:27,990 --> 00:23:25,630 and stuff and various occult stuff and i 518 00:23:29,460 --> 00:23:28,000 would kneel there and i would beg demons 519 00:23:34,140 --> 00:23:29,470 to come into me to give me more power 520 00:23:36,570 --> 00:23:34,150 and it wasn't until Jesus Yeshua that's 521 00:23:38,370 --> 00:23:36,580 what we call him is our Hebrew he 522 00:23:40,530 --> 00:23:38,380 actually was a you know Israelite he 523 00:23:44,010 --> 00:23:40,540 wasn't that wasn't really his historic 524 00:23:46,659 --> 00:23:44,020 name his name was you who shua until he 525 00:23:48,489 --> 00:23:46,669 sent me free really you know 526 00:23:50,169 --> 00:23:48,499 I was really trapped in this in because 527 00:23:53,499 --> 00:23:50,179 it is I'll tell you this much it's very 528 00:23:56,529 --> 00:23:53,509 addictive magic is addictive the occult 529 00:23:58,599 --> 00:23:56,539 is addictive and and blood is very 530 00:24:00,879 --> 00:23:58,609 addictive I mean you know there-there's 531 00:24:03,310 --> 00:24:00,889 actually studies about people to become 532 00:24:05,409 --> 00:24:03,320 just like you have heroin addicts or 533 00:24:07,119 --> 00:24:05,419 cocaine addicts you have people are 534 00:24:08,529 --> 00:24:07,129 actually addicted to drinking blood and 535 00:24:11,529 --> 00:24:08,539 if they don't get it they go into 536 00:24:13,899 --> 00:24:11,539 withdrawal hmm it's a kind of well in 537 00:24:15,810 --> 00:24:13,909 psychology and I should mention I have a 538 00:24:18,549 --> 00:24:15,820 master's degree in counseling psychology 539 00:24:21,580 --> 00:24:18,559 and it's called in psychology a 540 00:24:25,060 --> 00:24:21,590 paraphilia you know which means a kind 541 00:24:27,580 --> 00:24:25,070 of weird sexual perversion to be aroused 542 00:24:29,769 --> 00:24:27,590 by either the sight of blood or drinking 543 00:24:31,690 --> 00:24:29,779 blood and yet there's thousands of 544 00:24:35,470 --> 00:24:31,700 people that are doing it and my concern 545 00:24:37,539 --> 00:24:35,480 is that is the parents or other people 546 00:24:41,070 --> 00:24:37,549 that are kind of in charge of our 547 00:24:43,659 --> 00:24:41,080 adolescent or even younger population 548 00:24:46,330 --> 00:24:43,669 think okay all this is just good clean 549 00:24:48,580 --> 00:24:46,340 fun you know it's fantasy and they don't 550 00:24:51,190 --> 00:24:48,590 realize there are predatory individuals 551 00:24:52,450 --> 00:24:51,200 in both the sexual sense but also just 552 00:24:54,849 --> 00:24:52,460 in a sense of what we're talking about 553 00:24:57,789 --> 00:24:54,859 here there'll be more than happy to play 554 00:25:01,299 --> 00:24:57,799 on your child's fascination with these 555 00:25:04,149 --> 00:25:01,309 dark things and draw them in and drink 556 00:25:05,529 --> 00:25:04,159 their blood and you know horrible other 557 00:25:08,560 --> 00:25:05,539 things that we weren't even you know 558 00:25:10,269 --> 00:25:08,570 want to talk about I mean more and more 559 00:25:13,419 --> 00:25:10,279 weird stuff is going on in this world 560 00:25:16,090 --> 00:25:13,429 and that's my concern is that we don't 561 00:25:18,070 --> 00:25:16,100 underestimate the peril of these things 562 00:25:20,049 --> 00:25:18,080 because we know this is like tinkerbell 563 00:25:22,330 --> 00:25:20,059 or something we'll know it it's not like 564 00:25:24,609 --> 00:25:22,340 tinkerbell yeah I like the line that you 565 00:25:26,560 --> 00:25:24,619 said in your book Romancing jet that you 566 00:25:29,769 --> 00:25:26,570 were talking about how parents might 567 00:25:31,989 --> 00:25:29,779 think that you know wizards and chingon 568 00:25:33,700 --> 00:25:31,999 Tooth Fairy and stuff is just fantasy 569 00:25:34,930 --> 00:25:33,710 and you're like well and goblins you're 570 00:25:37,210 --> 00:25:34,940 like well I don't know about the first 571 00:25:40,419 --> 00:25:37,220 two but the last one I know Wizards 572 00:25:43,810 --> 00:25:40,429 because I was one I mean there's really 573 00:25:46,210 --> 00:25:43,820 no arguing with that and the same thing 574 00:25:47,619 --> 00:25:46,220 with you I mean wizardry in advance to 575 00:25:52,389 --> 00:25:47,629 your vampire stage which we'll talk 576 00:25:55,359 --> 00:25:52,399 about your your spiritual journey still 577 00:25:57,279 --> 00:25:55,369 ahead tonight on epic voyages and we'll 578 00:25:59,779 --> 00:25:57,289 also be taking calls later tonight on 579 00:26:03,739 --> 00:25:59,789 epic voyages so if you have a great why 580 00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:03,749 shin you can call in coming up in about 581 00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:06,210 45 minutes we'll be taking calls and you 582 00:26:11,539 --> 00:26:08,970 can also get on the chat room and a post 583 00:26:13,940 --> 00:26:11,549 questions there as well to talk to our 584 00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:13,950 guest Phil snellen you can call later 585 00:26:16,909 --> 00:26:15,690 tonight when we when we asked for the 586 00:26:23,499 --> 00:26:16,919 calls the number to go ahead and have 587 00:26:26,060 --> 00:26:23,509 ready is 88 89 192 355 again 888 91 92 588 00:26:30,919 --> 00:26:26,070 355 if you're listening this Monday 589 00:26:33,200 --> 00:26:30,929 night the 27th and so now bill why I 590 00:26:35,509 --> 00:26:33,210 mentioned earlier the the demonic 591 00:26:38,509 --> 00:26:35,519 possession and stuff and we're talking 592 00:26:40,460 --> 00:26:38,519 about the spiritual world manifesting 593 00:26:43,729 --> 00:26:40,470 itself in the physical world in like a 594 00:26:47,989 --> 00:26:43,739 tangible physical sense the Bible 595 00:26:52,099 --> 00:26:47,999 records angels appearing to to humans it 596 00:26:57,979 --> 00:26:52,109 also records demon possession and Jesus 597 00:26:59,719 --> 00:26:57,989 rescuing one man from that so you made 598 00:27:01,909 --> 00:26:59,729 it pretty clear that you were not just a 599 00:27:03,799 --> 00:27:01,919 self-proclaimed vampire of some kid who 600 00:27:07,129 --> 00:27:03,809 likes the golf see you somebody like the 601 00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:07,139 goth scene and maybe had your teeth 602 00:27:11,719 --> 00:27:09,210 filed by dentist and like to drink blood 603 00:27:14,330 --> 00:27:11,729 but you were actually had this spiritual 604 00:27:17,659 --> 00:27:14,340 world manifesting itself in you in a 605 00:27:20,509 --> 00:27:17,669 demonic control and powers that right oh 606 00:27:23,029 --> 00:27:20,519 yes yes and I should just point out this 607 00:27:25,639 --> 00:27:23,039 is before as far as I can recall there 608 00:27:28,339 --> 00:27:25,649 was a goth scene I mean I think that 609 00:27:32,690 --> 00:27:28,349 sort of came up in the 80s and this was 610 00:27:35,210 --> 00:27:32,700 back in the 70s so you know it wasn't 611 00:27:36,950 --> 00:27:35,220 like I was following a trend yeah 612 00:27:40,099 --> 00:27:36,960 unfortunately I was kind of ahead of the 613 00:27:43,009 --> 00:27:40,109 curve on this but um you know yeah you 614 00:27:45,019 --> 00:27:43,019 see people need to understand there are 615 00:27:48,469 --> 00:27:45,029 just like there there there are saints 616 00:27:50,599 --> 00:27:48,479 if you will holy people within the body 617 00:27:53,629 --> 00:27:50,609 of Christ you know that are really 618 00:27:56,299 --> 00:27:53,639 really sold out for him well in the same 619 00:27:59,089 --> 00:27:56,309 way there are there are people within 620 00:28:01,999 --> 00:27:59,099 the dark realms that are equally sold 621 00:28:05,479 --> 00:28:02,009 out to the devil that are litters elet's 622 00:28:08,509 --> 00:28:05,489 that will basically do anything for for 623 00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:08,519 Satan and and I unfortunately was one of 624 00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:11,730 those people at one point and you know 625 00:28:15,740 --> 00:28:14,010 when they when you are asked okay do you 626 00:28:18,020 --> 00:28:15,750 want to be if you want to progress 627 00:28:20,780 --> 00:28:18,030 further in this you have to do such and 628 00:28:24,020 --> 00:28:20,790 such a thing and I said yes and so I 629 00:28:27,140 --> 00:28:24,030 went through this process and and it was 630 00:28:29,360 --> 00:28:27,150 very arduous and and not a lot of fun 631 00:28:31,220 --> 00:28:29,370 but and of course I was promised all 632 00:28:33,530 --> 00:28:31,230 these wonderful things it was a total 633 00:28:36,380 --> 00:28:33,540 lie you know that's the thing I need to 634 00:28:38,450 --> 00:28:36,390 emphasize when big surprise oh yeah when 635 00:28:40,190 --> 00:28:38,460 you see all of these things in these 636 00:28:42,470 --> 00:28:40,200 Hollywood movies and everything looks 637 00:28:44,090 --> 00:28:42,480 really wonderful and romantic and you 638 00:28:45,920 --> 00:28:44,100 know like Bella and it we're gonna live 639 00:28:48,440 --> 00:28:45,930 happily ever after for a thousand years 640 00:28:52,250 --> 00:28:48,450 you know blah blah blah well actually 641 00:28:54,950 --> 00:28:52,260 that's a total lie and and the people 642 00:28:56,780 --> 00:28:54,960 that get into these fantasy things and 643 00:28:58,880 --> 00:28:56,790 I'm not saying everybody that sees these 644 00:29:01,880 --> 00:28:58,890 movies is going to do that but the 645 00:29:03,890 --> 00:29:01,890 danger is there especially because with 646 00:29:05,750 --> 00:29:03,900 young people you know either men or 647 00:29:07,790 --> 00:29:05,760 women young men or women are more 648 00:29:11,510 --> 00:29:07,800 susceptible to these kind of romantic 649 00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:11,520 occultic fantasies and that's the danger 650 00:29:16,220 --> 00:29:13,410 is that is that they're going to draw on 651 00:29:18,680 --> 00:29:16,230 it be drawn in and I'm reminded of the 652 00:29:21,020 --> 00:29:18,690 verse second Corinthians 211 in the 653 00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:21,030 Bible mentions talking about in order 654 00:29:26,090 --> 00:29:23,130 that Satan might not outwit us for we 655 00:29:27,650 --> 00:29:26,100 are not unaware of his schemes and 656 00:29:29,660 --> 00:29:27,660 that's kind of what we're trying to do 657 00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:29,670 tonight is kind of blow the whistle kind 658 00:29:36,410 --> 00:29:33,810 of unroll the blueprint so of the devil 659 00:29:38,210 --> 00:29:36,420 of the evil the dark side so that we 660 00:29:41,870 --> 00:29:38,220 won't be unaware of it so that we can 661 00:29:44,540 --> 00:29:41,880 stand our ground Ephesians 6 chapter 6 662 00:29:46,760 --> 00:29:44,550 verse 11 put on the full armor of God so 663 00:29:49,370 --> 00:29:46,770 that you can take your stand against the 664 00:29:52,610 --> 00:29:49,380 devil's schemes for our struggle is not 665 00:29:54,950 --> 00:29:52,620 against flesh and blood but against the 666 00:29:57,110 --> 00:29:54,960 rulers against the authorities against 667 00:30:00,050 --> 00:29:57,120 the powers of this dark world and 668 00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:00,060 against the spiritual forces of evil in 669 00:30:04,700 --> 00:30:03,090 the heavenly realms and then it goes on 670 00:30:07,700 --> 00:30:04,710 to tell us to put on the full armor of 671 00:30:11,540 --> 00:30:07,710 God so as we continue to kind of unmask 672 00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:11,550 this this quote-unquote fantasy of 673 00:30:18,530 --> 00:30:15,090 vampires tell us your experience what 674 00:30:20,750 --> 00:30:18,540 you've learned as far as we mentioned 675 00:30:22,520 --> 00:30:20,760 earlier the fiction of vampires and 676 00:30:25,430 --> 00:30:22,530 you're saying some of this stuff is not 677 00:30:27,830 --> 00:30:25,440 true tell us what exactly is 678 00:30:30,710 --> 00:30:27,840 higher compared to what a lot of these 679 00:30:32,090 --> 00:30:30,720 fictional things you know say that 680 00:30:33,950 --> 00:30:32,100 vampires are like how would you define 681 00:30:36,740 --> 00:30:33,960 we're talking about a demon-possessed 682 00:30:40,159 --> 00:30:36,750 vampire not just a self-proclaimed one 683 00:30:45,619 --> 00:30:40,169 well I can just speak to the few people 684 00:30:50,450 --> 00:30:45,629 I knew and myself we we were stronger 685 00:30:52,159 --> 00:30:50,460 than normal you know but I for example I 686 00:30:54,529 --> 00:30:52,169 could not go on the sunlight for more 687 00:30:57,169 --> 00:30:54,539 than a few minutes without having like 688 00:30:59,240 --> 00:30:57,179 either a broad-brimmed hat or you know 689 00:31:00,499 --> 00:30:59,250 my arms completely covered and actually 690 00:31:02,480 --> 00:31:00,509 wearing gloves right I'd actually get 691 00:31:04,789 --> 00:31:02,490 blisters on my skin from the sunlight 692 00:31:06,590 --> 00:31:04,799 hmm this is after going through this 693 00:31:11,149 --> 00:31:06,600 change this wasn't the way I was before 694 00:31:14,960 --> 00:31:11,159 and additionally I really I couldn't eat 695 00:31:17,029 --> 00:31:14,970 and that was a total bummer I mean 696 00:31:19,369 --> 00:31:17,039 imagine going a year and a half without 697 00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:19,379 ever being able to eat is that how long 698 00:31:24,529 --> 00:31:21,210 you were a vampire you're in a sickly 699 00:31:26,210 --> 00:31:24,539 yeah mm-hmm and the only reason I got 700 00:31:29,029 --> 00:31:26,220 out of that whole thing was because a 701 00:31:31,580 --> 00:31:29,039 Christian lady started praying for me 702 00:31:34,249 --> 00:31:31,590 and we can talk more about that later 703 00:31:37,899 --> 00:31:34,259 but that's the power of prayer but you 704 00:31:40,549 --> 00:31:37,909 know so you know you can only drink 705 00:31:42,680 --> 00:31:40,559 blood I mean I couldn't even drink water 706 00:31:46,009 --> 00:31:42,690 if I drank water it would just sit in my 707 00:31:48,190 --> 00:31:46,019 stomach oh and I you know like it 708 00:31:50,480 --> 00:31:48,200 wouldn't even go in you know and so um 709 00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:50,490 and people might wonder well where did 710 00:31:56,149 --> 00:31:54,210 you get the blood well I had um I was 711 00:32:00,169 --> 00:31:56,159 the head of a coven of actually several 712 00:32:02,419 --> 00:32:00,179 covens of witches and I had about four 713 00:32:06,289 --> 00:32:02,429 or five women who were more than happy 714 00:32:08,600 --> 00:32:06,299 to let me bite them in the neck and take 715 00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:08,610 some blood yeah because they thought is 716 00:32:13,879 --> 00:32:11,490 some erotic thing romantic thing like we 717 00:32:15,740 --> 00:32:13,889 talked about earlier yes exactly that it 718 00:32:17,450 --> 00:32:15,750 was some sort of a weird turn on and of 719 00:32:20,810 --> 00:32:17,460 course also they thought they'd get a 720 00:32:24,110 --> 00:32:20,820 cult power from it somehow and you know 721 00:32:28,269 --> 00:32:24,120 so so I do a different one every other 722 00:32:31,700 --> 00:32:28,279 night or so and then you know basically 723 00:32:34,279 --> 00:32:31,710 that was how I survived but you see like 724 00:32:36,350 --> 00:32:34,289 any other addiction you need more you 725 00:32:38,050 --> 00:32:36,360 know just like if you talk to anybody 726 00:32:40,300 --> 00:32:38,060 who's been involved in either 727 00:32:42,970 --> 00:32:40,310 addiction or alcoholism you know or a 728 00:32:44,530 --> 00:32:42,980 treatment there of which I was a drug 729 00:32:48,790 --> 00:32:44,540 treatment guy for five years in the 730 00:32:51,580 --> 00:32:48,800 secular agency you need more to get the 731 00:32:53,830 --> 00:32:51,590 same buzz and it's true of bear it's 732 00:32:57,190 --> 00:32:53,840 true whiskey it's true of heroin and 733 00:32:59,680 --> 00:32:57,200 it's also true of blood and so I began 734 00:33:01,270 --> 00:32:59,690 needing more and then I began needing 735 00:33:03,880 --> 00:33:01,280 more and I would I had to get a job 736 00:33:05,710 --> 00:33:03,890 where I would work at night so I got it 737 00:33:07,570 --> 00:33:05,720 and it's funny to think of a vampire 738 00:33:11,640 --> 00:33:07,580 having to have a job but I I needed a 739 00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:11,650 job you know it and so you could pay the 740 00:33:17,140 --> 00:33:14,210 utilities yeah well all the mundane 741 00:33:20,500 --> 00:33:17,150 stuff yeah you know yeah and so they say 742 00:33:22,570 --> 00:33:20,510 you wouldn't have to buy food no no we 743 00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:22,580 ended up you know I got a job working in 744 00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:24,650 a third shift of the newspaper putting 745 00:33:29,380 --> 00:33:26,570 newspapers in boxes you know those tin 746 00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:29,390 boxes you see on street corners and so I 747 00:33:33,460 --> 00:33:30,770 was out in the middle of the night you 748 00:33:35,320 --> 00:33:33,470 know riding around and I'd see how bout 749 00:33:37,050 --> 00:33:35,330 you friendly mailman coming to all 750 00:33:39,790 --> 00:33:37,060 everybody's house that's super-creepy 751 00:33:41,290 --> 00:33:39,800 well yeah yeah in fact I would do that 752 00:33:42,910 --> 00:33:41,300 some nights they would they would have 753 00:33:45,850 --> 00:33:42,920 me actually deliver papers like if a 754 00:33:47,320 --> 00:33:45,860 paper carrier was sick you know the one 755 00:33:49,720 --> 00:33:47,330 of the adolescent kids they have 756 00:33:52,780 --> 00:33:49,730 delivering papers I'd have to go do it 757 00:33:53,980 --> 00:33:52,790 you know and yeah you know and yeah 758 00:33:55,300 --> 00:33:53,990 you're right it's a little creepy to 759 00:33:57,160 --> 00:33:55,310 think you've got a vampire to living 760 00:33:59,560 --> 00:33:57,170 your newspaper take you coming to your 761 00:34:01,600 --> 00:33:59,570 doorstep every day yeah yeah well we 762 00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:01,610 never did that we just we drag him up on 763 00:34:06,940 --> 00:34:03,290 a thing and toss him over the fence you 764 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:06,950 know but anyway the point was you know I 765 00:34:11,380 --> 00:34:08,930 would sometimes be driving around and 766 00:34:14,140 --> 00:34:11,390 I'd see an isolated you know like street 767 00:34:16,180 --> 00:34:14,150 person or prostitute or something and I 768 00:34:19,150 --> 00:34:16,190 would really feel this this bloodlust 769 00:34:22,030 --> 00:34:19,160 you know rising up with imeon and like 770 00:34:24,550 --> 00:34:22,040 you know I I never killed anybody thank 771 00:34:28,660 --> 00:34:24,560 goodness you know but I felt this urge 772 00:34:30,910 --> 00:34:28,670 to do it and I would fight it off um but 773 00:34:33,010 --> 00:34:30,920 you know it was only by the grace of the 774 00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:33,020 almighty that I didn't end up like in a 775 00:34:37,510 --> 00:34:35,090 nut house or something you know oh why 776 00:34:41,650 --> 00:34:37,520 even bother fighting it off I mean well 777 00:34:44,410 --> 00:34:41,660 because I was you know this is the real 778 00:34:47,140 --> 00:34:44,420 world it's not Hollywood and you know I 779 00:34:50,260 --> 00:34:47,150 was afraid that I would make a mistake 780 00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:50,270 and I get caught by the police and I'd 781 00:34:55,330 --> 00:34:51,530 end up either you know 782 00:34:56,710 --> 00:34:55,340 we'll put in the mental hospital or sent 783 00:34:58,870 --> 00:34:56,720 to prison or something and I had a 784 00:35:01,450 --> 00:34:58,880 family and you know friends and you know 785 00:35:04,270 --> 00:35:01,460 what noddin I just I didn't want to make 786 00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:04,280 that make that happen you know I cared 787 00:35:08,500 --> 00:35:06,290 too much and I didn't want to do it you 788 00:35:11,590 --> 00:35:08,510 know I there was still humanity in me 789 00:35:14,020 --> 00:35:11,600 and I know that's because you know an 790 00:35:16,690 --> 00:35:14,030 early age I'd had some experiences with 791 00:35:18,670 --> 00:35:16,700 the almighty and you know I know he had 792 00:35:21,010 --> 00:35:18,680 his hand on me he protected me even when 793 00:35:22,810 --> 00:35:21,020 I was stupid enough to get into some of 794 00:35:25,750 --> 00:35:22,820 these things he always had his hand on 795 00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:25,760 me cuz he he knew he knew the future and 796 00:35:30,460 --> 00:35:27,890 he knew that at some point I would come 797 00:35:33,730 --> 00:35:30,470 back to him at some point I would give 798 00:35:36,070 --> 00:35:33,740 my life holy over to him and that I 799 00:35:39,130 --> 00:35:36,080 would be serving him but you know in the 800 00:35:42,430 --> 00:35:39,140 meantime I was you know I was being 801 00:35:44,860 --> 00:35:42,440 stupid you know and you that that was 802 00:35:47,530 --> 00:35:44,870 that's the bottom line of it so you know 803 00:35:49,390 --> 00:35:47,540 anyway getting back to that I mean you 804 00:35:52,450 --> 00:35:49,400 basically have to stay indoors during 805 00:35:54,730 --> 00:35:52,460 the daytime and you can't get anywhere 806 00:35:57,880 --> 00:35:54,740 near garlic and we just forget garlic 807 00:36:00,070 --> 00:35:57,890 you know what you well see garlic 808 00:36:04,090 --> 00:36:00,080 herbally speaking as a blood purifier 809 00:36:06,850 --> 00:36:04,100 and you know I had it was explaining me 810 00:36:09,720 --> 00:36:06,860 this way the vampirism is an effect kind 811 00:36:12,640 --> 00:36:09,730 of viral thing a virus that's 812 00:36:16,660 --> 00:36:12,650 transmitted because I drank the blood of 813 00:36:19,090 --> 00:36:16,670 this being and initiated me and and so 814 00:36:20,650 --> 00:36:19,100 because of that if I got if I if I go to 815 00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:20,660 the grocery store like in the produce 816 00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:22,610 section there'd be this big pile of 817 00:36:27,400 --> 00:36:24,770 garlic sitting there 10 feet away my 818 00:36:30,850 --> 00:36:27,410 skin would start the edge hmm and five 819 00:36:33,250 --> 00:36:30,860 feet away forget it you know so no more 820 00:36:35,380 --> 00:36:33,260 Italian food for me you know back then I 821 00:36:37,180 --> 00:36:35,390 mean I wasn't eating food anyway but and 822 00:36:38,650 --> 00:36:37,190 I'll tell you people don't you know they 823 00:36:40,960 --> 00:36:38,660 think it's all it's so romantic to be a 824 00:36:43,570 --> 00:36:40,970 vampire but imagine never being able to 825 00:36:47,260 --> 00:36:43,580 eat food mm-hmm imagine having this 826 00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:47,270 boring diet of nothing but blood you 827 00:36:51,820 --> 00:36:49,610 know that's that's pretty pathetic you 828 00:36:55,270 --> 00:36:51,830 know you know at the time it's a thrill 829 00:36:58,600 --> 00:36:55,280 but yet you're caught in this trap and 830 00:37:00,370 --> 00:36:58,610 there's no way out that you can see you 831 00:37:02,890 --> 00:37:00,380 know because I was really afraid I was 832 00:37:04,570 --> 00:37:02,900 going to kill somebody and I didn't want 833 00:37:05,080 --> 00:37:04,580 to do that you know there was enough 834 00:37:07,990 --> 00:37:05,090 there 835 00:37:10,990 --> 00:37:08,000 enough of the old me still they're 836 00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:11,000 fighting to get out that that I was able 837 00:37:16,750 --> 00:37:12,890 to hold off on that until like I said 838 00:37:19,540 --> 00:37:16,760 this that he started praying for me um 839 00:37:21,850 --> 00:37:19,550 so so you're saying you can't go out in 840 00:37:25,660 --> 00:37:21,860 the Sun you have to exclusively drink 841 00:37:28,570 --> 00:37:25,670 blood you couldn't get near garlic 842 00:37:30,190 --> 00:37:28,580 mm-hmm what other physical changes are 843 00:37:33,850 --> 00:37:30,200 things you had to do well if I said I 844 00:37:35,290 --> 00:37:33,860 had very good night vision oh yeah and 845 00:37:37,810 --> 00:37:35,300 you said you were actually also very 846 00:37:39,640 --> 00:37:37,820 strong too yeah strong girl I mean not 847 00:37:41,470 --> 00:37:39,650 not like you see in the movies where 848 00:37:42,940 --> 00:37:41,480 you're picking up people and throwing 849 00:37:45,700 --> 00:37:42,950 them across the room and stuff but I 850 00:37:47,530 --> 00:37:45,710 could tell I was more you know and of 851 00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:47,540 course because I was full of the demonic 852 00:37:51,970 --> 00:37:50,090 I mean you look in the Bible you see it 853 00:37:55,090 --> 00:37:51,980 talks about how demon possessed people 854 00:37:57,250 --> 00:37:55,100 uh you know like the gathering demoniac 855 00:37:59,890 --> 00:37:57,260 that says that they would tear apart the 856 00:38:01,930 --> 00:37:59,900 chains and then nobody can hold them you 857 00:38:04,900 --> 00:38:01,940 know actually I have that that pulled up 858 00:38:06,610 --> 00:38:04,910 mark five a man was possessed it says 859 00:38:08,560 --> 00:38:06,620 this man lived among the burial caves 860 00:38:10,600 --> 00:38:08,570 and could no longer be restrained even 861 00:38:12,970 --> 00:38:10,610 with a chain whenever he was put into 862 00:38:14,740 --> 00:38:12,980 chains and shackles as he often was he 863 00:38:17,200 --> 00:38:14,750 snapped the chains from his wrists and 864 00:38:19,720 --> 00:38:17,210 smashed the shackles no one was strong 865 00:38:21,430 --> 00:38:19,730 enough to subdue him day and night he 866 00:38:22,990 --> 00:38:21,440 wandered among the burial caves and in 867 00:38:25,240 --> 00:38:23,000 the hills howling and cutting himself 868 00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:25,250 with sharp stones this man i'm seriously 869 00:38:29,110 --> 00:38:27,410 oppressed and seriously in a lot of 870 00:38:31,570 --> 00:38:29,120 anguish because of these demons at 871 00:38:35,530 --> 00:38:31,580 wembley mark five so yeah oh yeah yeah 872 00:38:37,330 --> 00:38:35,540 in fact I you know when I worked in this 873 00:38:39,880 --> 00:38:37,340 substance abuse agency because they knew 874 00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:39,890 I was a minister they'd often send 875 00:38:44,590 --> 00:38:42,050 people to me who believe they have 876 00:38:46,660 --> 00:38:44,600 devils and there was this one fellow 877 00:38:51,070 --> 00:38:46,670 that came to us and they had they had 878 00:38:53,110 --> 00:38:51,080 this guy was so full of demons that they 879 00:38:55,630 --> 00:38:53,120 had pumped him full of enough Thorazine 880 00:38:57,360 --> 00:38:55,640 to knock over an elephant and he was 881 00:39:00,100 --> 00:38:57,370 still throwing people around the room 882 00:39:01,690 --> 00:39:00,110 you know and they finally subdued him 883 00:39:03,490 --> 00:39:01,700 and got him into you know restraints and 884 00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:03,500 stuff they had to put a double layer of 885 00:39:09,310 --> 00:39:06,770 these letter things on him and and I was 886 00:39:11,860 --> 00:39:09,320 able to help lead him to Messiah and 887 00:39:13,270 --> 00:39:11,870 then help get him delivered you know on 888 00:39:15,580 --> 00:39:13,280 that and because of that that's why they 889 00:39:17,740 --> 00:39:15,590 kept sending these people to me even 890 00:39:18,690 --> 00:39:17,750 though this was a secular you know drug 891 00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:18,700 abuse agency 892 00:39:23,190 --> 00:39:20,650 because obviously there's a lot of 893 00:39:24,930 --> 00:39:23,200 demons in in the addiction you know 894 00:39:28,050 --> 00:39:24,940 world i mean people that have addictions 895 00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:28,060 so you know this is very real even 896 00:39:32,550 --> 00:39:29,410 though it sounds like something out of a 897 00:39:35,130 --> 00:39:32,560 Hollywood movie the demonic is very real 898 00:39:38,370 --> 00:39:35,140 and yes you get a limited amount of 899 00:39:41,790 --> 00:39:38,380 power from it but it's all a loser e 900 00:39:43,980 --> 00:39:41,800 because you're ultimately a slave to 901 00:39:47,099 --> 00:39:43,990 these evil desires you can control 902 00:39:49,470 --> 00:39:47,109 yourself and then at some point you see 903 00:39:51,060 --> 00:39:49,480 that all of this is a lie and that's 904 00:39:54,089 --> 00:39:51,070 what i discovered i discovered it the 905 00:39:56,099 --> 00:39:54,099 whole thing was a lie you know and but i 906 00:39:59,310 --> 00:39:56,109 had at that point no way out of it until 907 00:40:00,960 --> 00:39:59,320 this woman started praying for me some 908 00:40:02,579 --> 00:40:00,970 people listening tonight to epic voyages 909 00:40:04,589 --> 00:40:02,589 still might have trouble believing your 910 00:40:06,089 --> 00:40:04,599 story maybe they are saying okay we're 911 00:40:08,069 --> 00:40:06,099 talking about drugs this guy was 912 00:40:11,310 --> 00:40:08,079 obviously on cocaine and seeing things 913 00:40:13,500 --> 00:40:11,320 or maybe he had schizophrenia I mean how 914 00:40:15,630 --> 00:40:13,510 do you how do you deal with that 915 00:40:18,390 --> 00:40:15,640 obviously I've know you talked about 916 00:40:20,069 --> 00:40:18,400 like you did use cocaine stuff when you 917 00:40:22,980 --> 00:40:20,079 were a vampire I'm not losing part of 918 00:40:24,510 --> 00:40:22,990 your initiation rite yes yeah yeah but I 919 00:40:26,730 --> 00:40:24,520 had once I did it once I actually 920 00:40:29,220 --> 00:40:26,740 crossed over that threshold I no longer 921 00:40:31,050 --> 00:40:29,230 did it and you know I understand that 922 00:40:34,260 --> 00:40:31,060 what I'm saying is is a little bit hard 923 00:40:35,970 --> 00:40:34,270 to believe but you know the thing I all 924 00:40:38,099 --> 00:40:35,980 I can say is I mean there there there 925 00:40:41,819 --> 00:40:38,109 are people walking around you know who 926 00:40:44,339 --> 00:40:41,829 can were there with me who would testify 927 00:40:47,370 --> 00:40:44,349 that this actually happened and you know 928 00:40:48,510 --> 00:40:47,380 I mean beyond that there are plenty of 929 00:40:50,099 --> 00:40:48,520 other people out there and you've 930 00:40:53,599 --> 00:40:50,109 actually had other people that we have 931 00:40:55,589 --> 00:40:53,609 led to Christ out of the vampiric 932 00:40:58,380 --> 00:40:55,599 lifestyle you know if I can call it that 933 00:41:00,210 --> 00:40:58,390 the vampiric cult so you know it's not 934 00:41:02,940 --> 00:41:00,220 like I'm the only person saying this is 935 00:41:04,680 --> 00:41:02,950 out there but on the other hand you know 936 00:41:06,089 --> 00:41:04,690 all you have to do is get on the 937 00:41:09,450 --> 00:41:06,099 internet you will see there's all these 938 00:41:13,829 --> 00:41:09,460 weird vampire churches and vampire this 939 00:41:16,710 --> 00:41:13,839 and vampire that and you know it's 940 00:41:19,140 --> 00:41:16,720 become very much i mean it's become out 941 00:41:22,349 --> 00:41:19,150 of the coffin shall we say I mean back 942 00:41:24,650 --> 00:41:22,359 in my day when I was involved in the 70s 943 00:41:26,910 --> 00:41:24,660 it was very much totally underground 944 00:41:28,920 --> 00:41:26,920 nowadays of course there was no internet 945 00:41:31,500 --> 00:41:28,930 back then obviously but nowadays I mean 946 00:41:32,580 --> 00:41:31,510 it's very much out in the open I mean 947 00:41:33,570 --> 00:41:32,590 you can see 948 00:41:36,330 --> 00:41:33,580 was about it on the history channel 949 00:41:38,130 --> 00:41:36,340 whether interviewing people that are 950 00:41:42,660 --> 00:41:38,140 practicing vampires and they're proud of 951 00:41:44,070 --> 00:41:42,670 it you know and that this is and I you 952 00:41:46,890 --> 00:41:44,080 know and again I'm not saying all these 953 00:41:48,690 --> 00:41:46,900 people are full blown you know the kind 954 00:41:50,970 --> 00:41:48,700 of thing that I was maybe they are maybe 955 00:41:53,460 --> 00:41:50,980 they aren't but I do know it's very 956 00:41:55,290 --> 00:41:53,470 dangerous because again if you drink 957 00:41:58,220 --> 00:41:55,300 blood up earning the Bible you open 958 00:42:01,710 --> 00:41:58,230 yourself up to demonic attack and you 959 00:42:04,830 --> 00:42:01,720 don't want to invite these things into 960 00:42:07,410 --> 00:42:04,840 you because they're there you would not 961 00:42:08,940 --> 00:42:07,420 believe what a demonic bondage can do to 962 00:42:10,380 --> 00:42:08,950 an individual I mean you were talking 963 00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:10,390 about a moment ago with this gathering 964 00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:13,210 demoniac you know your ear in anguish 965 00:42:17,670 --> 00:42:15,490 you're in misery and toward the end of 966 00:42:20,790 --> 00:42:17,680 this time of my sojourning in the dark 967 00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:20,800 side yes I was miserable because there 968 00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:22,690 was a part of me that was still wanting 969 00:42:28,650 --> 00:42:25,050 to do good and it was just like 970 00:42:31,500 --> 00:42:28,660 enchained and in torment because you 971 00:42:33,990 --> 00:42:31,510 know this this vampiric black magical 972 00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:34,000 side of me was rebelling in what it had 973 00:42:39,870 --> 00:42:36,370 you know on what it could do and you 974 00:42:44,090 --> 00:42:39,880 know until the Lord set me free I was 975 00:42:46,620 --> 00:42:44,100 really very very miserable mm-hmm 976 00:42:48,360 --> 00:42:46,630 fascinating fascinating it's epic 977 00:42:50,730 --> 00:42:48,370 voyages we're talking with bill snivelin 978 00:42:54,270 --> 00:42:50,740 about vampires we're also talk about 979 00:42:57,090 --> 00:42:54,280 werewolves coming up and Aaron Judkins 980 00:42:59,310 --> 00:42:57,100 who was with us as well hey Aaron hello 981 00:43:03,120 --> 00:42:59,320 he's gonna be talking with dr. heather 982 00:43:05,730 --> 00:43:03,130 Lynn we're also be taking your calls 983 00:43:08,670 --> 00:43:05,740 later on in the evening if you have 984 00:43:12,630 --> 00:43:08,680 questions for bill about vampires or 985 00:43:14,220 --> 00:43:12,640 werewolves 8 8 8 9 192 355 will be 986 00:43:16,130 --> 00:43:14,230 asking for that number for you to call 987 00:43:19,910 --> 00:43:16,140 that number coming up later tonight 988 00:43:22,980 --> 00:43:19,920 maybe in about half an hour 888 91 92 989 00:43:24,840 --> 00:43:22,990 355 you guys have also been chatting it 990 00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:24,850 up in the chat room will be taking maybe 991 00:43:29,010 --> 00:43:26,410 some of those chat room questions that 992 00:43:30,300 --> 00:43:29,020 you may have as well Aaron have you been 993 00:43:33,810 --> 00:43:30,310 looking at any of those chatroom 994 00:43:35,820 --> 00:43:33,820 questions well there's certainly been in 995 00:43:38,130 --> 00:43:35,830 the chat room no questions that I see 996 00:43:41,520 --> 00:43:38,140 that's come up yet so if you had a 997 00:43:44,490 --> 00:43:41,530 question and you wanted to go on the air 998 00:43:46,080 --> 00:43:44,500 just go to inception radio network com 999 00:43:48,060 --> 00:43:46,090 go to the light chat room type your 1000 00:43:52,770 --> 00:43:48,070 question and that will get it on the air 1001 00:43:55,980 --> 00:43:52,780 yeah okay so bill um we talked about 1002 00:43:57,840 --> 00:43:55,990 kind of the the climax of your journey 1003 00:44:00,900 --> 00:43:57,850 there and finally where you are today 1004 00:44:03,120 --> 00:44:00,910 being a Christian and we talked about 1005 00:44:05,940 --> 00:44:03,130 early on that Halloween night that kind 1006 00:44:09,780 --> 00:44:05,950 of started your your interest in the 1007 00:44:11,430 --> 00:44:09,790 occult let's let's kind of walk us 1008 00:44:13,380 --> 00:44:11,440 through the different beliefs you 1009 00:44:15,270 --> 00:44:13,390 embraced on your spirit or journey to 1010 00:44:18,210 --> 00:44:15,280 where you are today I know there's a lot 1011 00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:18,220 in there you've got the the nine-hour 1012 00:44:22,050 --> 00:44:20,890 video of interview with an ex vampire 1013 00:44:25,110 --> 00:44:22,060 that you have available on your website 1014 00:44:28,740 --> 00:44:25,120 with one Accord org that's with one 1015 00:44:30,630 --> 00:44:28,750 Accord org for for that but just kind of 1016 00:44:32,690 --> 00:44:30,640 briefly tell us all the different stages 1017 00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:32,700 and what led to each of those different 1018 00:44:40,200 --> 00:44:37,090 advancements sure well I mean I was 1019 00:44:42,300 --> 00:44:40,210 raised a very devout Catholic and you 1020 00:44:44,610 --> 00:44:42,310 know I was really really I wanted to be 1021 00:44:46,470 --> 00:44:44,620 a priest and was very very development 1022 00:44:47,910 --> 00:44:46,480 of course as I mentioned back then 1023 00:44:50,010 --> 00:44:47,920 nobody had an inkling that there is 1024 00:44:51,570 --> 00:44:50,020 anything wrong with Halloween his are 1025 00:44:55,620 --> 00:44:51,580 here I go out trick-or-treating with my 1026 00:44:58,020 --> 00:44:55,630 friend and you know anyway this one year 1027 00:44:59,400 --> 00:44:58,030 this life-changing event happened i was 1028 00:45:02,270 --> 00:44:59,410 out trick-or-treating minding my own 1029 00:45:05,430 --> 00:45:02,280 business is beautiful October night and 1030 00:45:07,650 --> 00:45:05,440 um walking down the street and I looked 1031 00:45:10,350 --> 00:45:07,660 up and there's been this clear sky you 1032 00:45:12,360 --> 00:45:10,360 know I could just see the stars and all 1033 00:45:15,630 --> 00:45:12,370 of a sudden I looked up on an impulse 1034 00:45:17,940 --> 00:45:15,640 and the sky was just black with these 1035 00:45:20,820 --> 00:45:17,950 leathery things like the the arch of the 1036 00:45:23,460 --> 00:45:20,830 heavens was if you will covered with 1037 00:45:25,020 --> 00:45:23,470 these black leathery shapes and it's 1038 00:45:27,180 --> 00:45:25,030 kind of closed I could say as years 1039 00:45:29,250 --> 00:45:27,190 later I went through a cave and one of 1040 00:45:31,080 --> 00:45:29,260 those tourists tours you know and there 1041 00:45:33,750 --> 00:45:31,090 was this cave that was full of bats that 1042 00:45:37,410 --> 00:45:33,760 were sleeping and it looked kind of like 1043 00:45:39,270 --> 00:45:37,420 that okay very very frightening and all 1044 00:45:41,580 --> 00:45:39,280 of a sudden as I was staring cuz I just 1045 00:45:43,860 --> 00:45:41,590 was transfixed by this is I'd mind you 1046 00:45:45,960 --> 00:45:43,870 this was like probably 1960 at the 1047 00:45:49,740 --> 00:45:45,970 latest I never seen a horror movie I 1048 00:45:53,430 --> 00:45:49,750 never read a horror book I know you know 1049 00:45:55,560 --> 00:45:53,440 context into which to to put this you 1050 00:45:57,630 --> 00:45:55,570 know because back then really there were 1051 00:45:58,630 --> 00:45:57,640 very few movies like that in my mother 1052 00:46:02,320 --> 00:45:58,640 and father when let me 1053 00:46:04,420 --> 00:46:02,330 watch them you know so here this these 1054 00:46:07,750 --> 00:46:04,430 things had eyes in there I started to 1055 00:46:10,330 --> 00:46:07,760 open and they're released ruby red eyes 1056 00:46:12,940 --> 00:46:10,340 and they kind of bored into me and I 1057 00:46:15,120 --> 00:46:12,950 felt this thrill go through me and I 1058 00:46:17,350 --> 00:46:15,130 didn't know what their I I had no 1059 00:46:19,330 --> 00:46:17,360 nothing I could name this he could 1060 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:19,340 adjust it felt somehow unclean and I 1061 00:46:25,360 --> 00:46:23,210 felt somehow defiled and I I look my 1062 00:46:27,400 --> 00:46:25,370 friend who'd kept on walking he wasn't 1063 00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:27,410 looking up at the sky heater on and say 1064 00:46:31,030 --> 00:46:28,970 hey Bill come on what are you doing you 1065 00:46:33,490 --> 00:46:31,040 know he wanted to get more candy and I 1066 00:46:35,830 --> 00:46:33,500 looked at him no back up in the sky and 1067 00:46:40,480 --> 00:46:35,840 the sky was normal whatever this was it 1068 00:46:44,890 --> 00:46:40,490 had had left and I went on my way but I 1069 00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:44,900 was like cold sweat all over me you know 1070 00:46:49,780 --> 00:46:46,970 I just I didn't know what to make of all 1071 00:46:51,400 --> 00:46:49,790 this and I didn't want to tell my my 1072 00:46:52,480 --> 00:46:51,410 mother about it because I thought then 1073 00:46:54,310 --> 00:46:52,490 she'd say oh you can't go out 1074 00:46:56,500 --> 00:46:54,320 trick-or-treating anymore you know you 1075 00:46:59,890 --> 00:46:56,510 know how kids are yeah and from that 1076 00:47:02,770 --> 00:46:59,900 point on I can kind of track a gradual 1077 00:47:04,630 --> 00:47:02,780 trajectory of of getting first of all it 1078 00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:04,640 was you know getting involved in 1079 00:47:09,420 --> 00:47:07,130 interest in UFOs interest in the 1080 00:47:12,490 --> 00:47:09,430 paranormal interest in haunted houses 1081 00:47:14,830 --> 00:47:12,500 interested in ESP all this in high 1082 00:47:16,750 --> 00:47:14,840 school and this the button that you know 1083 00:47:18,580 --> 00:47:16,760 nowadays that's not uncommon but you got 1084 00:47:21,430 --> 00:47:18,590 to realize this is like in the 60s and 1085 00:47:22,990 --> 00:47:21,440 you know not many people even knew this 1086 00:47:25,720 --> 00:47:23,000 stuff existed in the people that did 1087 00:47:27,880 --> 00:47:25,730 were regarded as basically whack jobs 1088 00:47:31,060 --> 00:47:27,890 you know and here I was studying these 1089 00:47:33,190 --> 00:47:31,070 things and you know by the time I got 1090 00:47:36,430 --> 00:47:33,200 into college because I still I still 1091 00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:36,440 wanted to be a Catholic priest I had a 1092 00:47:41,860 --> 00:47:39,290 theologian a professor of theology was a 1093 00:47:43,810 --> 00:47:41,870 priest tell me you know if you want to 1094 00:47:46,810 --> 00:47:43,820 be christ-like you have to do it what 1095 00:47:50,890 --> 00:47:46,820 you know what Jesus did and study the 1096 00:47:52,840 --> 00:47:50,900 occult and he told me this lie which now 1097 00:47:55,690 --> 00:47:52,850 is there's actually books out about this 1098 00:47:58,180 --> 00:47:55,700 topic that he went to India that our 1099 00:47:59,950 --> 00:47:58,190 award went to India and studied with the 1100 00:48:02,650 --> 00:47:59,960 gurus and he went to the vet and study 1101 00:48:04,960 --> 00:48:02,660 with the Dalai Lama and he went to Egypt 1102 00:48:06,730 --> 00:48:04,970 and studied with the with the Sorcerer's 1103 00:48:07,370 --> 00:48:06,740 in Egypt and that's how he was able to 1104 00:48:09,200 --> 00:48:07,380 do 1105 00:48:11,690 --> 00:48:09,210 the miracles he did is that he was 1106 00:48:15,079 --> 00:48:11,700 actually a magician you know there's a 1107 00:48:17,569 --> 00:48:15,089 magician yeah there's even a book out by 1108 00:48:19,940 --> 00:48:17,579 written by a reasonably respectable 1109 00:48:22,640 --> 00:48:19,950 scholar martin smith called Jesus the 1110 00:48:24,740 --> 00:48:22,650 magician you know but that wasn't out 1111 00:48:26,749 --> 00:48:24,750 when I went through all this that came 1112 00:48:30,230 --> 00:48:26,759 out like and I think in the in the 80s 1113 00:48:31,819 --> 00:48:30,240 and so I believe this guy I mean he was 1114 00:48:33,769 --> 00:48:31,829 a priest he was a professor of theology 1115 00:48:36,349 --> 00:48:33,779 why wouldn't I believe him I was like 19 1116 00:48:40,150 --> 00:48:36,359 and so I started reading up on the 1117 00:48:43,130 --> 00:48:40,160 occult and by the time you know the I 1118 00:48:44,390 --> 00:48:43,140 graduated I I had written a guy in 1119 00:48:46,549 --> 00:48:44,400 England it was the king of the witches 1120 00:48:49,190 --> 00:48:46,559 and he had connected me to some people 1121 00:48:52,609 --> 00:48:49,200 over here in America and I got initiated 1122 00:48:56,299 --> 00:48:52,619 as a witch and you know and of course 1123 00:48:58,940 --> 00:48:56,309 Wicca is is which is which is the old 1124 00:49:00,430 --> 00:48:58,950 English word for which is is the 1125 00:49:03,019 --> 00:49:00,440 religion there's there's you know 1126 00:49:04,999 --> 00:49:03,029 thousands of witches of Wiccans in 1127 00:49:07,130 --> 00:49:05,009 America yeah that's what was so 1128 00:49:09,259 --> 00:49:07,140 interesting to me is one time I found 1129 00:49:11,809 --> 00:49:09,269 myself working at a store and one of my 1130 00:49:15,170 --> 00:49:11,819 co-workers said she you know I'd grown 1131 00:49:16,579 --> 00:49:15,180 up Baptist but now she was a witch she 1132 00:49:21,829 --> 00:49:16,589 was like I'm just a nice which i just 1133 00:49:25,009 --> 00:49:21,839 read tarot cards and stuff what okay but 1134 00:49:26,690 --> 00:49:25,019 I went and walked to the food court with 1135 00:49:28,730 --> 00:49:26,700 the erk as we worked in the mall and as 1136 00:49:30,499 --> 00:49:28,740 we walked bought back she said there's a 1137 00:49:32,870 --> 00:49:30,509 lot of witches she was like there's one 1138 00:49:35,599 --> 00:49:32,880 that works in that store and over there 1139 00:49:39,380 --> 00:49:35,609 and she and I was just blown away she's 1140 00:49:40,700 --> 00:49:39,390 like yeah there's a lot of them and they 1141 00:49:44,180 --> 00:49:40,710 was around Christmas time and she gave 1142 00:49:45,529 --> 00:49:44,190 me like a quote it wasn't a Christmas 1143 00:49:47,269 --> 00:49:45,539 present but she gave her present to me 1144 00:49:50,390 --> 00:49:47,279 on the 21st which was the day that you 1145 00:49:53,749 --> 00:49:50,400 know the pagans and celebrate yo you all 1146 00:49:55,309 --> 00:49:53,759 I call it you uh we call it Yuletide but 1147 00:49:58,339 --> 00:49:55,319 that actually comes from a pagan feast 1148 00:50:03,339 --> 00:49:58,349 called you well that was my former last 1149 00:50:06,109 --> 00:50:03,349 name you'll owe my maiden name so yay 1150 00:50:08,210 --> 00:50:06,119 Whitney what what does that mean you're 1151 00:50:10,549 --> 00:50:08,220 your foot your last your last name was 1152 00:50:11,930 --> 00:50:10,559 Yul you I just thought Yuletide like the 1153 00:50:14,830 --> 00:50:11,940 Christmas time but yeah I guess it is 1154 00:50:17,050 --> 00:50:14,840 like pagan Christmas I don't know 1155 00:50:19,270 --> 00:50:17,060 okay all right is that like was that 1156 00:50:21,760 --> 00:50:19,280 like Scandinavian or something or I 1157 00:50:25,150 --> 00:50:21,770 Scottish yeah oh really oh yeah 1158 00:50:29,620 --> 00:50:25,160 interesting yeah but but anyway I was 1159 00:50:31,120 --> 00:50:29,630 like it was so fascinating too and that 1160 00:50:34,890 --> 00:50:31,130 even in my small little town she was 1161 00:50:38,800 --> 00:50:34,900 like yeah there's lots of witches and so 1162 00:50:40,540 --> 00:50:38,810 yeah how many vampires are there are we 1163 00:50:43,510 --> 00:50:40,550 talking here well i would say 1164 00:50:45,400 --> 00:50:43,520 considerably less i mean and and and 1165 00:50:49,030 --> 00:50:45,410 mind you let me let me just say 1166 00:50:51,550 --> 00:50:49,040 something here Wiccans are basically 1167 00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:51,560 nice people for the most part they're 1168 00:50:56,800 --> 00:50:54,410 not she wasn't gelling babies they're 1169 00:50:59,080 --> 00:50:56,810 not you know the they they're what we 1170 00:51:02,620 --> 00:50:59,090 call white witches of course they're 1171 00:51:04,480 --> 00:51:02,630 lost they need the Lord they're they're 1172 00:51:06,730 --> 00:51:04,490 they're committing idolatry but they're 1173 00:51:08,110 --> 00:51:06,740 they're they're mostly innocent people 1174 00:51:12,610 --> 00:51:08,120 that have been to see just like I was 1175 00:51:14,560 --> 00:51:12,620 when I was in my 20s I I thought Wicca 1176 00:51:17,050 --> 00:51:14,570 was a good thing I thought you know that 1177 00:51:22,090 --> 00:51:17,060 that it was this nice nature religion 1178 00:51:23,410 --> 00:51:22,100 and all of that and you know um so on 1179 00:51:24,940 --> 00:51:23,420 the other hand you asked about how many 1180 00:51:28,270 --> 00:51:24,950 you know compared obviously I would say 1181 00:51:31,690 --> 00:51:28,280 probably there's only you know like one 1182 00:51:34,600 --> 00:51:31,700 vampire for every ten witches in America 1183 00:51:37,750 --> 00:51:34,610 you know it's comparatively a very small 1184 00:51:40,840 --> 00:51:37,760 subset of the larger occult community 1185 00:51:43,660 --> 00:51:40,850 because it is more extreme you know very 1186 00:51:44,860 --> 00:51:43,670 very few people i mean most witches if 1187 00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:44,870 you would say would you like to be a 1188 00:51:50,380 --> 00:51:48,170 vampire they look at you funny and you 1189 00:51:53,410 --> 00:51:50,390 know but the thing let me say something 1190 00:51:55,660 --> 00:51:53,420 here hmm CS lewis the famous you know 1191 00:51:56,770 --> 00:51:55,670 Christian writer and also novelist you 1192 00:52:00,640 --> 00:51:56,780 know he wrote The Chronicles of Narnia 1193 00:52:04,180 --> 00:52:00,650 and right screwtape letters he talked 1194 00:52:07,210 --> 00:52:04,190 about the idea of the occult awakening 1195 00:52:09,340 --> 00:52:07,220 kind of spiritual lust and he himself 1196 00:52:11,650 --> 00:52:09,350 had dabbled in the occult before he was 1197 00:52:13,360 --> 00:52:11,660 saved because he was like a professor at 1198 00:52:17,050 --> 00:52:13,370 Oxford you know four years before he 1199 00:52:20,020 --> 00:52:17,060 finally found found Christ and you know 1200 00:52:22,810 --> 00:52:20,030 it he warned he said it just like you 1201 00:52:24,820 --> 00:52:22,820 know the physical issue of lust and then 1202 00:52:27,430 --> 00:52:24,830 once you're defiled by it once you're 1203 00:52:27,680 --> 00:52:27,440 touched by it you need to just cut it 1204 00:52:29,450 --> 00:52:27,690 off 1205 00:52:31,430 --> 00:52:29,460 right away because otherwise we'll kind 1206 00:52:33,410 --> 00:52:31,440 of grow throughout the day we hear 1207 00:52:36,079 --> 00:52:33,420 people that are you know addicted to 1208 00:52:37,460 --> 00:52:36,089 pornography or you know sex addicts or 1209 00:52:40,819 --> 00:52:37,470 whatever you wanted how everyone to 1210 00:52:43,579 --> 00:52:40,829 characterize it it grows on you and the 1211 00:52:45,410 --> 00:52:43,589 addiction of the occult you start out 1212 00:52:48,559 --> 00:52:45,420 with something innocent like I did you 1213 00:52:50,780 --> 00:52:48,569 know let's look at Zener cards ESP cards 1214 00:52:52,309 --> 00:52:50,790 or you know whatever and then you get 1215 00:52:54,349 --> 00:52:52,319 into haunted houses and getting all 1216 00:52:56,870 --> 00:52:54,359 these other things and before you know 1217 00:52:58,670 --> 00:52:56,880 it your pedestal like witchcraft and 1218 00:53:00,530 --> 00:52:58,680 then once you're into witchcraft and in 1219 00:53:03,170 --> 00:53:00,540 my case getting back to my personal 1220 00:53:05,780 --> 00:53:03,180 story I was led by the guy who ran the 1221 00:53:07,609 --> 00:53:05,790 occult bookstore in the community i was 1222 00:53:09,470 --> 00:53:07,619 in to look into the church of satan and 1223 00:53:10,970 --> 00:53:09,480 of course at the time i said oh i don't 1224 00:53:12,260 --> 00:53:10,980 believe in that stuff which is don't 1225 00:53:14,120 --> 00:53:12,270 even believe in the devil because that's 1226 00:53:15,470 --> 00:53:14,130 typically a witch will tell you that a 1227 00:53:17,329 --> 00:53:15,480 white which will say oh we don't even 1228 00:53:19,130 --> 00:53:17,339 believe in the devil the Christians made 1229 00:53:20,930 --> 00:53:19,140 up the devil which is of course not true 1230 00:53:25,040 --> 00:53:20,940 because the Devils in the Old Testament 1231 00:53:27,290 --> 00:53:25,050 but anyway you know and and so I joined 1232 00:53:29,839 --> 00:53:27,300 an adjoining Church of Satan because 1233 00:53:32,599 --> 00:53:29,849 stuff in the Satanic Bible made sense to 1234 00:53:35,870 --> 00:53:32,609 me because my mind was gradually being 1235 00:53:38,210 --> 00:53:35,880 corrupted hmm I was getting in my mind 1236 00:53:40,400 --> 00:53:38,220 was being increasingly darkened the more 1237 00:53:42,079 --> 00:53:40,410 I stepped into these things the further 1238 00:53:44,540 --> 00:53:42,089 away I was getting from the light of 1239 00:53:47,630 --> 00:53:44,550 Christ and the closer I was getting to 1240 00:53:50,660 --> 00:53:47,640 this dark you know addictive deception 1241 00:53:53,120 --> 00:53:50,670 and so I went through you know 1242 00:53:56,170 --> 00:53:53,130 everything from Freemasonry I went in to 1243 00:54:00,530 --> 00:53:56,180 us the Church of Satan into hardcore 1244 00:54:03,410 --> 00:54:00,540 Satanism and finally you know what 1245 00:54:06,140 --> 00:54:03,420 happened was I was getting pretty 1246 00:54:08,569 --> 00:54:06,150 desperate as I mentioned you know a few 1247 00:54:09,920 --> 00:54:08,579 minutes ago because I knew eventually I 1248 00:54:12,500 --> 00:54:09,930 was getting up doing something really 1249 00:54:16,370 --> 00:54:12,510 nasty and I'd end up you know behind 1250 00:54:18,290 --> 00:54:16,380 bars or something and every year I had 1251 00:54:20,690 --> 00:54:18,300 written a check to the Church of Satan 1252 00:54:24,290 --> 00:54:20,700 to pay my dues you know like any other 1253 00:54:26,839 --> 00:54:24,300 organization and I got the check back 1254 00:54:28,490 --> 00:54:26,849 from the bank in San Francisco which is 1255 00:54:32,900 --> 00:54:28,500 where the true Satan was at that time 1256 00:54:34,910 --> 00:54:32,910 and some lady from the bank had written 1257 00:54:38,030 --> 00:54:34,920 on the check I'll be praying for you in 1258 00:54:39,829 --> 00:54:38,040 Jesus name and of course you know at the 1259 00:54:40,480 --> 00:54:39,839 time I just laughed I thought this is 1260 00:54:41,770 --> 00:54:40,490 stupid 1261 00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:41,780 you know this lady is some ignorant 1262 00:54:45,130 --> 00:54:43,490 born-again Christian know what does she 1263 00:54:47,010 --> 00:54:45,140 know and I through the check in the 1264 00:54:49,570 --> 00:54:47,020 drawer and forgot about it well anyway 1265 00:54:53,080 --> 00:54:49,580 literally within a day or two something 1266 00:54:55,810 --> 00:54:53,090 just knocked me on my face I mean I I 1267 00:54:59,650 --> 00:54:55,820 was shattered I lost all my occult power 1268 00:55:03,550 --> 00:54:59,660 I lost all my vampiric power I lost my 1269 00:55:05,650 --> 00:55:03,560 job you know I mean I I felt sick as a 1270 00:55:07,840 --> 00:55:05,660 dog it's like I was going through 1271 00:55:10,840 --> 00:55:07,850 withdrawal from the occult I was like 1272 00:55:13,570 --> 00:55:10,850 it's like you know the almighty the Most 1273 00:55:17,470 --> 00:55:13,580 High had picked me up and throw me into 1274 00:55:20,200 --> 00:55:17,480 spiritual rehab without even asking and 1275 00:55:23,560 --> 00:55:20,210 I bet you're a ticked well yeah I 1276 00:55:26,590 --> 00:55:23,570 actually you know I went into my dark 1277 00:55:28,450 --> 00:55:26,600 temple and cried out to Lucifer for a 1278 00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:28,460 sign I said what's going on here you 1279 00:55:33,790 --> 00:55:31,490 know I mean I had I'd signed my soul 1280 00:55:35,590 --> 00:55:33,800 over the devil and done all these things 1281 00:55:37,359 --> 00:55:35,600 and I was supposed to get all his power 1282 00:55:41,350 --> 00:55:37,369 and here I was I felt like something the 1283 00:55:44,050 --> 00:55:41,360 cat dragged in and essentially you know 1284 00:55:46,830 --> 00:55:44,060 I cried out to this to Lucifer why I 1285 00:55:50,230 --> 00:55:46,840 thought was the true you know daddy and 1286 00:55:53,170 --> 00:55:50,240 the almighty came along kindly excuse me 1287 00:55:57,190 --> 00:55:53,180 I'll take this call and he answered my 1288 00:55:59,650 --> 00:55:57,200 prayer and what was amazing you want to 1289 00:56:01,750 --> 00:55:59,660 talk about I'm little miracle the very 1290 00:56:03,849 --> 00:56:01,760 next day I got a phone call from these 1291 00:56:06,190 --> 00:56:03,859 two teenage girls from Chicago at this 1292 00:56:07,840 --> 00:56:06,200 time i was living in milwaukee so they 1293 00:56:10,240 --> 00:56:07,850 were only a little over an hour away and 1294 00:56:13,540 --> 00:56:10,250 they said we've heard about you can we 1295 00:56:14,770 --> 00:56:13,550 come up and see you and I thought what 1296 00:56:17,470 --> 00:56:14,780 you know whatever they were like 1297 00:56:20,080 --> 00:56:17,480 Satanist groupies and so they came up 1298 00:56:22,930 --> 00:56:20,090 you know and when they came in to see me 1299 00:56:26,020 --> 00:56:22,940 they they had brought with them to 1300 00:56:29,740 --> 00:56:26,030 Christian comic books now think about 1301 00:56:32,050 --> 00:56:29,750 this how bizarre is it that Satanists 1302 00:56:33,849 --> 00:56:32,060 would bring me to Christian comic books 1303 00:56:35,830 --> 00:56:33,859 about the occult one is called 1304 00:56:38,440 --> 00:56:35,840 spellbound and one was called angel of 1305 00:56:39,670 --> 00:56:38,450 light and they said at the time we 1306 00:56:42,550 --> 00:56:39,680 wanted you to see these because they're 1307 00:56:45,160 --> 00:56:42,560 so dumb you know they're funny you know 1308 00:56:46,840 --> 00:56:45,170 you gotta run thank you today making fun 1309 00:56:48,280 --> 00:56:46,850 of them you know what I love the 1310 00:56:51,550 --> 00:56:48,290 Doublemint yant through in the drawer 1311 00:56:54,340 --> 00:56:51,560 and forgot about him well that was what 1312 00:56:58,030 --> 00:56:54,350 that was the almighty reaching out to me 1313 00:56:59,320 --> 00:56:58,040 and I just was too prideful still even 1314 00:57:02,170 --> 00:56:59,330 though I was in the middle of this 1315 00:57:05,200 --> 00:57:02,180 horrible situation I was too proud 1316 00:57:08,230 --> 00:57:05,210 because the ego is where you know Satan 1317 00:57:10,600 --> 00:57:08,240 camps out is in the ego hmm and I was 1318 00:57:13,240 --> 00:57:10,610 too proud to admit that maybe these 1319 00:57:15,940 --> 00:57:13,250 Christians could be right so anyhow the 1320 00:57:17,590 --> 00:57:15,950 next day there is a knock on the door I 1321 00:57:21,310 --> 00:57:17,600 open the door and it's to Mormon 1322 00:57:23,620 --> 00:57:21,320 missionary standing there and there's 1323 00:57:27,160 --> 00:57:23,630 lots of knocks yeah yeah this this might 1324 00:57:29,740 --> 00:57:27,170 surprise your listeners but I had been 1325 00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:29,750 told a few years earlier by the Grand 1326 00:57:35,170 --> 00:57:33,170 Master druid of North America that if I 1327 00:57:37,420 --> 00:57:35,180 ever got in spiritual trouble I should 1328 00:57:41,470 --> 00:57:37,430 join the Mormon Church now how's that 1329 00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:41,480 for an endorsement Grand Master druid of 1330 00:57:45,790 --> 00:57:43,010 North America joining the Mormon Church 1331 00:57:50,290 --> 00:57:45,800 and this guy had actually been a Mormon 1332 00:57:52,990 --> 00:57:50,300 Bishop you know and anyway so I thought 1333 00:57:54,850 --> 00:57:53,000 this is the sign we're supposed to join 1334 00:57:56,860 --> 00:57:54,860 the Mormon Church because this this 1335 00:57:59,200 --> 00:57:56,870 druid guy had told me that the guided 1336 00:58:03,010 --> 00:57:59,210 fount of the Mormon Church was a druid 1337 00:58:05,110 --> 00:58:03,020 and Anna sorcerer and that he designed 1338 00:58:08,860 --> 00:58:05,120 the Mormon Church d a place where where 1339 00:58:11,380 --> 00:58:08,870 people like me could hang out not true 1340 00:58:13,900 --> 00:58:11,390 did you fall actually later on after i 1341 00:58:16,530 --> 00:58:13,910 got saved I went back and did the 1342 00:58:21,550 --> 00:58:16,540 research and there is a part of me a 1343 00:58:22,870 --> 00:58:21,560 Mormon historian a PhD in history used 1344 00:58:26,230 --> 00:58:22,880 to be a professor at brigham young 1345 00:58:27,910 --> 00:58:26,240 university until they fired him anyway 1346 00:58:30,040 --> 00:58:27,920 and he wrote a book called early 1347 00:58:33,220 --> 00:58:30,050 Mormonism in the magic world view this 1348 00:58:35,530 --> 00:58:33,230 is back in 1987 and in that book he 1349 00:58:38,470 --> 00:58:35,540 documents how Joseph Smith was the 1350 00:58:41,110 --> 00:58:38,480 founder of the Mormon Church practiced a 1351 00:58:43,990 --> 00:58:41,120 occult he did he did like you know 1352 00:58:45,850 --> 00:58:44,000 occult rituals and cemeteries he in fact 1353 00:58:48,460 --> 00:58:45,860 you know right up to the day of his 1354 00:58:52,360 --> 00:58:48,470 death when he was shot by a mob in 1355 00:58:53,470 --> 00:58:52,370 Carthage Illinois and in 1844 when they 1356 00:58:56,260 --> 00:58:53,480 when they you know went through his 1357 00:58:58,870 --> 00:58:56,270 personal effects on his body at the you 1358 00:59:01,150 --> 00:58:58,880 know jail or whatever they found that he 1359 00:59:03,100 --> 00:59:01,160 had an occult talisman a Jupiter 1360 00:59:06,779 --> 00:59:03,110 talisman in his pocket which like is a 1361 00:59:10,289 --> 00:59:06,789 magical charm fascinating alright soon 1362 00:59:13,079 --> 00:59:10,299 power over women well we'll talk more 1363 00:59:15,479 --> 00:59:13,089 about your personal journey in just a 1364 00:59:17,779 --> 00:59:15,489 few moments we'll take a take a breather 1365 00:59:20,249 --> 00:59:17,789 here and we'll be back with more 1366 00:59:22,829 --> 00:59:20,259 vampires and werewolves talk on this 1367 00:59:25,229 --> 00:59:22,839 halloween special of epic voyages here 1368 00:59:28,439 --> 00:59:25,239 on the inception radio network epic 1369 00:59:30,809 --> 00:59:28,449 voyages special Halloween show I'm 1370 00:59:33,689 --> 00:59:30,819 Whitney would stir here with maverick 1371 00:59:36,359 --> 00:59:33,699 hello maverick hello however you go guys 1372 00:59:38,999 --> 00:59:36,369 we're continuing our discussion tonight 1373 00:59:41,339 --> 00:59:39,009 about vampires and werewolves very 1374 00:59:46,019 --> 00:59:41,349 Halloween fitting and we're talking with 1375 00:59:47,939 --> 00:59:46,029 our guest bill snugglin and bill if you 1376 00:59:50,400 --> 00:59:47,949 haven't been listening to the first hour 1377 00:59:53,219 --> 00:59:50,410 of the show bill was a vampire let's 1378 00:59:55,559 --> 00:59:53,229 just cut to the chase there and we're 1379 00:59:58,229 --> 00:59:55,569 just diving in with the gory details so 1380 01:00:01,919 --> 00:59:58,239 to speak and bill was telling us about 1381 01:00:03,809 --> 01:00:01,929 his spiritual journey and what beliefs 1382 01:00:06,359 --> 01:00:03,819 he embraced on to where he is today 1383 01:00:09,689 --> 01:00:06,369 today is a Christian he's no longer a 1384 01:00:13,469 --> 01:00:09,699 vampire we talked about how he you 1385 01:00:16,620 --> 01:00:13,479 started kind of started it as a witch 1386 01:00:21,390 --> 01:00:16,630 wicca stuff you also join the church of 1387 01:00:22,859 --> 01:00:21,400 satan and became vampire and just any 1388 01:00:26,249 --> 01:00:22,869 other details you want to add in about 1389 01:00:28,380 --> 01:00:26,259 your journey there bill well we kind of 1390 01:00:30,149 --> 01:00:28,390 picked it off at the end there about 1391 01:00:32,729 --> 01:00:30,159 when i went through five years of being 1392 01:00:35,459 --> 01:00:32,739 in a mormon church and basically that's 1393 01:00:37,439 --> 01:00:35,469 what you know the Lord used me use that 1394 01:00:40,799 --> 01:00:37,449 to bring me to point where is reading 1395 01:00:42,870 --> 01:00:40,809 the Bible and you know actually really 1396 01:00:45,419 --> 01:00:42,880 trying to figure out what's going on 1397 01:00:49,829 --> 01:00:45,429 within the Bible and the Holy Spirit 1398 01:00:52,739 --> 01:00:49,839 spoke to me and essentially I ended up 1399 01:00:54,809 --> 01:00:52,749 you know understanding that there were 1400 01:00:58,759 --> 01:00:54,819 things in the Bible that were not really 1401 01:01:02,640 --> 01:00:58,769 coherent with Mormon theology and so I 1402 01:01:05,759 --> 01:01:02,650 get i ended up getting born again at the 1403 01:01:07,829 --> 01:01:05,769 foot of my bed in 1984 just kneeling and 1404 01:01:09,929 --> 01:01:07,839 praying to heaven I didn't have to have 1405 01:01:13,199 --> 01:01:09,939 a minister anybody there just me in the 1406 01:01:16,829 --> 01:01:13,209 Holy Spirit and I got gloriously saved 1407 01:01:20,880 --> 01:01:16,839 on jun 22nd 1984 1408 01:01:23,430 --> 01:01:20,890 set free at that point from a lot of 1409 01:01:25,349 --> 01:01:23,440 dark stuff which five years in the 1410 01:01:28,589 --> 01:01:25,359 Mormon Church not been able to do much 1411 01:01:31,079 --> 01:01:28,599 for and again that's basically because 1412 01:01:33,599 --> 01:01:31,089 they have a different spirit there there 1413 01:01:35,549 --> 01:01:33,609 they have a different theology and a 1414 01:01:37,079 --> 01:01:35,559 different thing that is really not part 1415 01:01:38,579 --> 01:01:37,089 of the Bible even though they're they're 1416 01:01:41,370 --> 01:01:38,589 good people and they appear to be 1417 01:01:43,709 --> 01:01:41,380 Christians they're not because see this 1418 01:01:46,979 --> 01:01:43,719 is what the devil does the devil creates 1419 01:01:49,769 --> 01:01:46,989 these nice white light looking things 1420 01:01:52,620 --> 01:01:49,779 like Wicca like Mormonism like 1421 01:01:54,390 --> 01:01:52,630 spiritualism you know all the other isms 1422 01:01:56,789 --> 01:01:54,400 that are out there and they're like 1423 01:01:58,829 --> 01:01:56,799 counterfeits and what's the point of a 1424 01:02:02,249 --> 01:01:58,839 counterfeit I just needed to address 1425 01:02:05,400 --> 01:02:02,259 this thrown a counterfeit twenty-dollar 1426 01:02:08,190 --> 01:02:05,410 bill is worthless if the picture on it 1427 01:02:10,440 --> 01:02:08,200 is Mickey Mouse mm-hmm you know it's got 1428 01:02:13,650 --> 01:02:10,450 to look like a real twenty-dollar bill 1429 01:02:15,989 --> 01:02:13,660 it's got to look so real that almost 1430 01:02:19,019 --> 01:02:15,999 anybody except like a Treasury agent 1431 01:02:20,670 --> 01:02:19,029 could tell nobody could tell I mean now 1432 01:02:23,009 --> 01:02:20,680 they have special dies and things they 1433 01:02:26,670 --> 01:02:23,019 can use but you know my point the same 1434 01:02:29,279 --> 01:02:26,680 way the Evil One will create these 1435 01:02:31,589 --> 01:02:29,289 counterfeit religions that if you'll 1436 01:02:34,709 --> 01:02:31,599 pardon the metaphor they're like 1437 01:02:36,839 --> 01:02:34,719 spiritual rat poison I mean rat poison 1438 01:02:39,479 --> 01:02:36,849 is ninety-five percent good food and 1439 01:02:41,700 --> 01:02:39,489 five percent poison because otherwise 1440 01:02:44,849 --> 01:02:41,710 the rats that are very smart won't eat 1441 01:02:49,319 --> 01:02:44,859 it in the same way things like you know 1442 01:02:52,529 --> 01:02:49,329 Mormonism and Wicca are 95% good ideas 1443 01:02:55,559 --> 01:02:52,539 and even in the case of Mormonism you 1444 01:02:58,019 --> 01:02:55,569 know idea is taken from the Bible but 1445 01:03:00,359 --> 01:02:58,029 then there's that five percent the once 1446 01:03:03,509 --> 01:03:00,369 you ingested once you take it into your 1447 01:03:06,479 --> 01:03:03,519 heart and make a steady diet of it it 1448 01:03:08,759 --> 01:03:06,489 can spiritually kill you and that's what 1449 01:03:12,209 --> 01:03:08,769 nearly happened to me but like I said I 1450 01:03:14,430 --> 01:03:12,219 started reading the Bible and and it 1451 01:03:17,339 --> 01:03:14,440 just liberated me to the point that I 1452 01:03:19,709 --> 01:03:17,349 was able to at one point finally be 1453 01:03:23,160 --> 01:03:19,719 humble enough to kneel at the foot of my 1454 01:03:25,620 --> 01:03:23,170 bed and and pray a prayer and ask the 1455 01:03:28,739 --> 01:03:25,630 Lord to save me for my sins and be the 1456 01:03:29,609 --> 01:03:28,749 Lord of my life in a dad moment yahushua 1457 01:03:32,099 --> 01:03:29,619 Jesus came 1458 01:03:35,730 --> 01:03:32,109 into my heart and kicked the evil one 1459 01:03:37,710 --> 01:03:35,740 out and you know now I did have to go 1460 01:03:40,620 --> 01:03:37,720 through some subsequent prayers from 1461 01:03:42,749 --> 01:03:40,630 minister to have some of the demons 1462 01:03:44,789 --> 01:03:42,759 kicked out of me but that was sort of 1463 01:03:47,069 --> 01:03:44,799 just a formality i mean i was in the 1464 01:03:49,380 --> 01:03:47,079 kingdom of darkness and in one moment 1465 01:03:50,609 --> 01:03:49,390 after praying i was translated and 1466 01:03:52,769 --> 01:03:50,619 that's the word that's used in the Bible 1467 01:03:55,410 --> 01:03:52,779 from the kingdom of darkness into the 1468 01:03:57,420 --> 01:03:55,420 kingdom of light and then about a year 1469 01:03:58,950 --> 01:03:57,430 later the Lord called me in the ministry 1470 01:04:02,910 --> 01:03:58,960 and I've been basically ministering 1471 01:04:06,329 --> 01:04:02,920 since 1986 Wow quite a transition there 1472 01:04:09,660 --> 01:04:06,339 it's amazing from one extreme to the 1473 01:04:11,339 --> 01:04:09,670 other talk about that yeah one thing 1474 01:04:13,559 --> 01:04:11,349 that I thought was rather fascinating 1475 01:04:15,989 --> 01:04:13,569 was I through all this time as a 1476 01:04:19,859 --> 01:04:15,999 Satanist even you were still a Catholic 1477 01:04:22,950 --> 01:04:19,869 priest is that right well for most of 1478 01:04:25,049 --> 01:04:22,960 that same period yes yes I kind of lay a 1479 01:04:26,220 --> 01:04:25,059 slit aside that when i became a mormon 1480 01:04:28,140 --> 01:04:26,230 because the Mormons have their own 1481 01:04:30,299 --> 01:04:28,150 priesthood you know they call it the 1482 01:04:33,440 --> 01:04:30,309 Holy Melchizedek Priesthood but yeah I 1483 01:04:38,190 --> 01:04:33,450 had been ordained the Catholic priest in 1484 01:04:40,349 --> 01:04:38,200 1976 in the old Roman Rite and basically 1485 01:04:43,380 --> 01:04:40,359 I was yeah I was doing that along with 1486 01:04:44,910 --> 01:04:43,390 all the other things and people like 1487 01:04:47,309 --> 01:04:44,920 scratch their heads and think how could 1488 01:04:49,019 --> 01:04:47,319 anybody be involved in all these 1489 01:04:50,789 --> 01:04:49,029 different things and not find something 1490 01:04:52,799 --> 01:04:50,799 some goody there yeah how could you be a 1491 01:04:54,120 --> 01:04:52,809 Satanist and a vampire and a Catholic 1492 01:04:57,239 --> 01:04:54,130 priests at the same time how does that 1493 01:04:58,529 --> 01:04:57,249 work well the funny thing is is that you 1494 01:05:01,440 --> 01:04:58,539 know if you look at the history of 1495 01:05:04,499 --> 01:05:01,450 Satanism almost all the high level Satan 1496 01:05:06,210 --> 01:05:04,509 is for Catholic priest hmm even Anton 1497 01:05:07,729 --> 01:05:06,220 LaVey this is not well known but the guy 1498 01:05:11,249 --> 01:05:07,739 who was the head of the Church of Satan 1499 01:05:15,210 --> 01:05:11,259 he actually went to a Greek Orthodox 1500 01:05:19,319 --> 01:05:15,220 Bishop and got consecrated a priest and 1501 01:05:21,479 --> 01:05:19,329 a bishop by this Orthodox Bishop uh so 1502 01:05:24,509 --> 01:05:21,489 he could function more effectively as a 1503 01:05:26,489 --> 01:05:24,519 satanic high priest now that's not well 1504 01:05:29,460 --> 01:05:26,499 known but it is an historical fact and 1505 01:05:32,700 --> 01:05:29,470 in the same way the greatest best known 1506 01:05:36,059 --> 01:05:32,710 black magician of the 19th century who 1507 01:05:39,479 --> 01:05:36,069 went by the pen-name elife is Levi his 1508 01:05:41,940 --> 01:05:39,489 real name was a bale Vosloo cole slaw he 1509 01:05:43,220 --> 01:05:41,950 was a French priest a French Catholic 1510 01:05:46,700 --> 01:05:43,230 priest 1511 01:05:49,040 --> 01:05:46,710 so even though it seems like this 1512 01:05:51,230 --> 01:05:49,050 doesn't really make sense you know 1513 01:05:54,440 --> 01:05:51,240 they're there is this correlation there 1514 01:05:56,180 --> 01:05:54,450 because quite often you know the whole 1515 01:05:58,700 --> 01:05:56,190 idea of Satanism is you have to have a 1516 01:06:02,300 --> 01:05:58,710 black mass and you can't have a mass 1517 01:06:05,090 --> 01:06:02,310 without having a priest you know and I 1518 01:06:07,849 --> 01:06:05,100 mean I know it sounds very weird but 1519 01:06:10,910 --> 01:06:07,859 that's how it works and so what's the 1520 01:06:15,140 --> 01:06:10,920 black mass well the black mass is 1521 01:06:18,050 --> 01:06:15,150 basically an inversion of the Catholic 1522 01:06:21,380 --> 01:06:18,060 Mass and in there's many different 1523 01:06:24,200 --> 01:06:21,390 versions of it you know but basically 1524 01:06:26,150 --> 01:06:24,210 it's it's you you call on the devil 1525 01:06:29,359 --> 01:06:26,160 instead of you know the almighty of 1526 01:06:31,580 --> 01:06:29,369 course and and naked woman is used as 1527 01:06:33,980 --> 01:06:31,590 the altar and it's full of all kinds of 1528 01:06:36,440 --> 01:06:33,990 blasphemous stuff and in hardcore 1529 01:06:40,070 --> 01:06:36,450 Satanism it frequently involves either 1530 01:06:42,320 --> 01:06:40,080 you know child abuse or animal sacrifice 1531 01:06:45,349 --> 01:06:42,330 or even you know yeah forbid human 1532 01:06:47,330 --> 01:06:45,359 sacrifices but that stuff that I 1533 01:06:50,300 --> 01:06:47,340 fortunately was pulled out of there by 1534 01:06:55,760 --> 01:06:50,310 the Holy Spirit before I ever got that 1535 01:06:58,220 --> 01:06:55,770 deep and in any event you know so the 1536 01:07:01,070 --> 01:06:58,230 idea what I let least explain one of the 1537 01:07:03,040 --> 01:07:01,080 things see in the Catholic Church they 1538 01:07:05,510 --> 01:07:03,050 have this doctrine it's called 1539 01:07:08,840 --> 01:07:05,520 transubstantiation in real presence and 1540 01:07:12,320 --> 01:07:08,850 the idea being that that the quote 1541 01:07:14,150 --> 01:07:12,330 unquote Jesus lives in this host this 1542 01:07:16,870 --> 01:07:14,160 little wafer you know looks like a 1543 01:07:20,750 --> 01:07:16,880 little white circle of bread yeah and so 1544 01:07:24,080 --> 01:07:20,760 the the Satanists think okay if I can 1545 01:07:27,710 --> 01:07:24,090 get these hosts and if I abuse the host 1546 01:07:30,410 --> 01:07:27,720 it's like I'm torturing Christ so they 1547 01:07:32,660 --> 01:07:30,420 they thought oh that's why I don't even 1548 01:07:34,340 --> 01:07:32,670 understand this but historically back in 1549 01:07:37,880 --> 01:07:34,350 the Middle Ages they started to have to 1550 01:07:40,310 --> 01:07:37,890 have locks on the tabernacle in Catholic 1551 01:07:42,740 --> 01:07:40,320 churches because Satanists would break 1552 01:07:45,200 --> 01:07:42,750 in and steal the hosts these little 1553 01:07:47,480 --> 01:07:45,210 communion wafers and one off of them and 1554 01:07:49,340 --> 01:07:47,490 use them for their rituals and they 1555 01:07:51,020 --> 01:07:49,350 would do like they'd stamp on them or 1556 01:07:52,160 --> 01:07:51,030 urinate on them or whatever and by doing 1557 01:07:55,340 --> 01:07:52,170 that they would think that they would 1558 01:07:55,770 --> 01:07:55,350 they were you know somehow abusing the 1559 01:07:58,500 --> 01:07:55,780 massage 1560 01:08:01,350 --> 01:07:58,510 well anyway you know I mean it's this is 1561 01:08:03,600 --> 01:08:01,360 all kind of dark superstitious junk well 1562 01:08:05,190 --> 01:08:03,610 anyhow somewhere in the in the Middle 1563 01:08:07,020 --> 01:08:05,200 Ages the fifteen and sixteen hundreds 1564 01:08:09,150 --> 01:08:07,030 they got the idea well let's just let's 1565 01:08:10,500 --> 01:08:09,160 just get Catholic priests to do it so 1566 01:08:13,590 --> 01:08:10,510 we'll have our own priest he want to 1567 01:08:15,990 --> 01:08:13,600 break down tabernacle doors anymore and 1568 01:08:19,289 --> 01:08:16,000 so they they'd find a priest it could be 1569 01:08:22,950 --> 01:08:19,299 corrupted and they dry min and and as we 1570 01:08:24,690 --> 01:08:22,960 know historically today you know there's 1571 01:08:26,130 --> 01:08:24,700 a lot of corrupt priests out their 1572 01:08:28,320 --> 01:08:26,140 priests that are involved in you know 1573 01:08:30,300 --> 01:08:28,330 pedophilia and and all the horrible 1574 01:08:34,770 --> 01:08:30,310 things that have emerged in the last 20 1575 01:08:38,849 --> 01:08:34,780 years or so and the devil is really good 1576 01:08:41,730 --> 01:08:38,859 at playing on people's vices and playing 1577 01:08:44,280 --> 01:08:41,740 on people's weaknesses and so there 1578 01:08:45,599 --> 01:08:44,290 began to be this fusion between now mind 1579 01:08:48,420 --> 01:08:45,609 you I'm certainly not saying that all 1580 01:08:50,130 --> 01:08:48,430 Catholic priests are pedophiles or the 1581 01:08:52,260 --> 01:08:50,140 all Catholic priests are Satanists know 1582 01:08:55,110 --> 01:08:52,270 that I'm saying that some of them are 1583 01:08:57,780 --> 01:08:55,120 and I was such a one you know because I 1584 01:09:01,950 --> 01:08:57,790 it was like you know two sides of the 1585 01:09:07,140 --> 01:09:01,960 same coin hmm and when you were a 1586 01:09:09,539 --> 01:09:07,150 vampire you would do the communion which 1587 01:09:11,640 --> 01:09:09,549 in the Catholic belief would turn the 1588 01:09:13,800 --> 01:09:11,650 the wafer into the body of Jesus and the 1589 01:09:15,660 --> 01:09:13,810 blood and then the wine into the blood 1590 01:09:18,120 --> 01:09:15,670 of Jesus and so you would do that as 1591 01:09:20,460 --> 01:09:18,130 part of your your blood diet so that you 1592 01:09:22,380 --> 01:09:20,470 could drink blood yes I wasn't sure if 1593 01:09:24,630 --> 01:09:22,390 you know you'd want to get into that but 1594 01:09:27,300 --> 01:09:24,640 yeah that's exactly what I did and that 1595 01:09:30,450 --> 01:09:27,310 way because he in in Roman Catholic 1596 01:09:33,599 --> 01:09:30,460 theology the idea is that within the the 1597 01:09:36,809 --> 01:09:33,609 cup and the wafer is the entire body 1598 01:09:40,920 --> 01:09:36,819 blood soul and divinity of yahushua of 1599 01:09:42,809 --> 01:09:40,930 jesus and so you know by taking that 1600 01:09:44,670 --> 01:09:42,819 you're in effect drinking however many 1601 01:09:48,000 --> 01:09:44,680 pints of blood or in a human being and 1602 01:09:50,340 --> 01:09:48,010 that was how for a while at least I was 1603 01:09:53,010 --> 01:09:50,350 able to fulfill my cravings for blood 1604 01:09:55,290 --> 01:09:53,020 now was it was it wine that you drank or 1605 01:09:57,900 --> 01:09:55,300 did actually born in to blow well one 1606 01:09:59,490 --> 01:09:57,910 time and I think if you've read some of 1607 01:10:01,140 --> 01:09:59,500 the books you know about this one time I 1608 01:10:03,910 --> 01:10:01,150 actually had an occasion when I was 1609 01:10:07,540 --> 01:10:03,920 doing a liturgy amass 1610 01:10:10,570 --> 01:10:07,550 and it literally turned into blood the 1611 01:10:12,729 --> 01:10:10,580 the the wine did and there were three 1612 01:10:15,070 --> 01:10:12,739 witnesses there that saw this and I 1613 01:10:17,169 --> 01:10:15,080 actually took some of it and gave it to 1614 01:10:19,630 --> 01:10:17,179 a friend of mine who was a chemist and 1615 01:10:21,189 --> 01:10:19,640 he sent it off to a lab and interesting 1616 01:10:24,130 --> 01:10:21,199 enough when they sent back the report 1617 01:10:26,200 --> 01:10:24,140 they said it was human blood but of a 1618 01:10:28,720 --> 01:10:26,210 type absolutely unknown it wasn't like 1619 01:10:31,600 --> 01:10:28,730 oh or B or a B or whatever it was like 1620 01:10:33,250 --> 01:10:31,610 human blood that of a type unknown and 1621 01:10:35,439 --> 01:10:33,260 this was again in the 70s I mean it 1622 01:10:38,229 --> 01:10:35,449 didn't have like you know DNA testing 1623 01:10:40,720 --> 01:10:38,239 like we have more recently so that was 1624 01:10:44,020 --> 01:10:40,730 all I could do but yes I I had a few 1625 01:10:46,900 --> 01:10:44,030 dark miracles like that happen in the 1626 01:10:52,360 --> 01:10:46,910 course of my career and that's what kind 1627 01:10:54,669 --> 01:10:52,370 of keeps you going hmm Wow so I like the 1628 01:10:56,470 --> 01:10:54,679 part in the in your book romancing death 1629 01:10:58,030 --> 01:10:56,480 where you talk about your vampire stuff 1630 01:11:01,000 --> 01:10:58,040 and you talk about Twilight and and 1631 01:11:02,680 --> 01:11:01,010 things that you talked about how you 1632 01:11:05,890 --> 01:11:02,690 were able to justify having so many 1633 01:11:07,870 --> 01:11:05,900 different allegiances at once was that a 1634 01:11:09,280 --> 01:11:07,880 spiritual guide that you had been 1635 01:11:11,890 --> 01:11:09,290 consulting because you were also a 1636 01:11:14,439 --> 01:11:11,900 medium told you that they were like 1637 01:11:16,000 --> 01:11:14,449 blades of a grass and in a field 1638 01:11:18,990 --> 01:11:16,010 different you see the different blades 1639 01:11:22,390 --> 01:11:19,000 but they all have the same route mm-hmm 1640 01:11:24,189 --> 01:11:22,400 and I have to say that well thats that 1641 01:11:26,169 --> 01:11:24,199 guide probably was telling you the truth 1642 01:11:28,209 --> 01:11:26,179 on that one because the Satanism stuff 1643 01:11:30,760 --> 01:11:28,219 and all that stuff has the same route 1644 01:11:32,979 --> 01:11:30,770 although it may have different different 1645 01:11:35,290 --> 01:11:32,989 blade that all is stemming from the same 1646 01:11:37,150 --> 01:11:35,300 thing and that's how they were like how 1647 01:11:39,610 --> 01:11:37,160 the devil was ok with you doing all of 1648 01:11:41,200 --> 01:11:39,620 that is I just found that quite 1649 01:11:43,300 --> 01:11:41,210 fascinating that they are actually kind 1650 01:11:44,740 --> 01:11:43,310 of told you the truth well yeah and 1651 01:11:48,189 --> 01:11:44,750 that's the thing the devil will tell you 1652 01:11:51,550 --> 01:11:48,199 nine truths to slide one lie across the 1653 01:11:54,310 --> 01:11:51,560 plate the same fashion and that's very 1654 01:11:57,070 --> 01:11:54,320 perceptive remark you know because 1655 01:11:59,860 --> 01:11:57,080 they're like all streams from the same 1656 01:12:01,540 --> 01:11:59,870 satanic river it just they'll package 1657 01:12:04,209 --> 01:12:01,550 things differently you know because the 1658 01:12:06,820 --> 01:12:04,219 devil is subtle and he knows okay this 1659 01:12:08,560 --> 01:12:06,830 person might like this kind of thing and 1660 01:12:10,300 --> 01:12:08,570 this person might like Wicca and this 1661 01:12:13,000 --> 01:12:10,310 person might like Freemasonry and 1662 01:12:15,310 --> 01:12:13,010 whatever you know and in doing so you 1663 01:12:17,290 --> 01:12:15,320 know he has like this smorgasbord of 1664 01:12:19,720 --> 01:12:17,300 things to detract 1665 01:12:23,290 --> 01:12:19,730 distract people from the truth of the 1666 01:12:27,640 --> 01:12:23,300 Bible mm-hmm tell me about when you were 1667 01:12:31,750 --> 01:12:27,650 a witch and you were a medium a spirit 1668 01:12:35,020 --> 01:12:31,760 guide how they guided you into different 1669 01:12:38,799 --> 01:12:35,030 things and and you thought that they 1670 01:12:41,200 --> 01:12:38,809 were they were of the light mm-hmm well 1671 01:12:43,780 --> 01:12:41,210 yeah I was ordained in 1972 to be a 1672 01:12:48,310 --> 01:12:43,790 spirit spiritualist or Spiritist medium 1673 01:12:51,399 --> 01:12:48,320 and basically the these were these 1674 01:12:54,100 --> 01:12:51,409 beings that would come and and 1675 01:12:57,819 --> 01:12:54,110 supposedly they were see we believed in 1676 01:13:00,430 --> 01:12:57,829 reincarnation spiritualists do and sort 1677 01:13:02,049 --> 01:13:00,440 of witches for that matter so the idea 1678 01:13:04,120 --> 01:13:02,059 is these were beings that had gone 1679 01:13:07,330 --> 01:13:04,130 through many lifetimes and they were 1680 01:13:09,299 --> 01:13:07,340 like ascended master stayed they kind of 1681 01:13:12,700 --> 01:13:09,309 got to the point they shuffled off the 1682 01:13:15,399 --> 01:13:12,710 the having need to have a body and they 1683 01:13:17,709 --> 01:13:15,409 were just pure beings of light and they 1684 01:13:19,810 --> 01:13:17,719 were very wise and they were of her 1685 01:13:21,850 --> 01:13:19,820 supposedly servants of the ultimate 1686 01:13:23,530 --> 01:13:21,860 light but of course we weren't allowed 1687 01:13:25,479 --> 01:13:23,540 to know what that ultimate light was and 1688 01:13:28,660 --> 01:13:25,489 people forget in the midst of all this 1689 01:13:31,299 --> 01:13:28,670 that Lucifer means light bringer you 1690 01:13:34,600 --> 01:13:31,309 know Light Bearer so and in second 1691 01:13:37,959 --> 01:13:34,610 Corinthians 11 14 it says and no wonder 1692 01:13:40,959 --> 01:13:37,969 for satan himself masquerades as an 1693 01:13:43,689 --> 01:13:40,969 angel of light it is not surprising then 1694 01:13:46,540 --> 01:13:43,699 if his servants also masquerade as 1695 01:13:49,089 --> 01:13:46,550 servants of righteousness therein will 1696 01:13:50,680 --> 01:13:49,099 be what their actions deserve so there 1697 01:13:53,819 --> 01:13:50,690 masquerading as a light in there 1698 01:13:57,189 --> 01:13:53,829 masquerading as these good people and 1699 01:14:00,609 --> 01:13:57,199 it's just so messed up well yeah it is 1700 01:14:02,200 --> 01:14:00,619 and again because the devil understands 1701 01:14:04,030 --> 01:14:02,210 that ninety-nine percent of the people 1702 01:14:07,750 --> 01:14:04,040 out there are not going to fall into 1703 01:14:10,060 --> 01:14:07,760 something that's manifestly evil so he's 1704 01:14:13,120 --> 01:14:10,070 going to present these things in a very 1705 01:14:15,939 --> 01:14:13,130 benign positive light I mean if you were 1706 01:14:17,680 --> 01:14:15,949 to go into a into a spiritualist church 1707 01:14:19,810 --> 01:14:17,690 service for examples and we're talking 1708 01:14:21,939 --> 01:14:19,820 about that they sing all these 1709 01:14:24,069 --> 01:14:21,949 old-fashioned Christian hymns about the 1710 01:14:27,100 --> 01:14:24,079 old rugged cross and walking in the 1711 01:14:29,589 --> 01:14:27,110 garden an amazing grace and all this you 1712 01:14:31,360 --> 01:14:29,599 know and it's it's like kind of being in 1713 01:14:33,040 --> 01:14:31,370 a Protestant church except 1714 01:14:35,200 --> 01:14:33,050 the preacher if you will if you want to 1715 01:14:38,830 --> 01:14:35,210 call them that gets up and he goes into 1716 01:14:40,150 --> 01:14:38,840 a trance and then some spirit speaks 1717 01:14:42,820 --> 01:14:40,160 through and what what people need to 1718 01:14:45,430 --> 01:14:42,830 understand when they see these like 1719 01:14:49,000 --> 01:14:45,440 mediums or trance channelers like on 1720 01:14:51,310 --> 01:14:49,010 television or in various settings you 1721 01:14:53,350 --> 01:14:51,320 know that what they're what these people 1722 01:14:55,800 --> 01:14:53,360 have speaking through them are actually 1723 01:15:00,250 --> 01:14:55,810 demons there what the Bible calls 1724 01:15:02,650 --> 01:15:00,260 familiar spirits and they are not your 1725 01:15:04,060 --> 01:15:02,660 friend and again like we mentioned a 1726 01:15:08,140 --> 01:15:04,070 couple minutes ago they will tell you 1727 01:15:10,540 --> 01:15:08,150 nine truths to get one lie into your 1728 01:15:13,660 --> 01:15:10,550 heart because people are deceived enough 1729 01:15:15,940 --> 01:15:13,670 to think oh well like let's say we used 1730 01:15:18,760 --> 01:15:15,950 to do this we'd have a service of 1731 01:15:21,520 --> 01:15:18,770 spiritualist stuff and this someone come 1732 01:15:24,940 --> 01:15:21,530 all my dear departed father you know can 1733 01:15:27,100 --> 01:15:24,950 I talk to it well of course the demons 1734 01:15:30,730 --> 01:15:27,110 are immortal beings just think about 1735 01:15:34,300 --> 01:15:30,740 this for a moment you know they they 1736 01:15:35,890 --> 01:15:34,310 know who this guy's father is you know 1737 01:15:37,570 --> 01:15:35,900 what doesn't matter what a reason heaven 1738 01:15:40,240 --> 01:15:37,580 or in hell they're gonna know details 1739 01:15:42,190 --> 01:15:40,250 about this guy's life okay and they're 1740 01:15:43,690 --> 01:15:42,200 going to be able to say oh yes my son I 1741 01:15:45,280 --> 01:15:43,700 remember when you fell off the bicycle 1742 01:15:48,160 --> 01:15:45,290 when you were eight years old and I 1743 01:15:51,790 --> 01:15:48,170 picked you up and of course when this 1744 01:15:55,960 --> 01:15:51,800 medium has the spirit sameness to this 1745 01:16:00,240 --> 01:15:55,970 individual they allow it's really my dad 1746 01:16:02,410 --> 01:16:00,250 and they start believing in the lie of 1747 01:16:05,080 --> 01:16:02,420 spiritualism instead of trusting in 1748 01:16:08,320 --> 01:16:05,090 Christ because these people the 1749 01:16:11,350 --> 01:16:08,330 Spiritualist for example they they teach 1750 01:16:13,900 --> 01:16:11,360 that quote unquote Jesus is just another 1751 01:16:16,750 --> 01:16:13,910 ascended master he's like one of the 1752 01:16:18,580 --> 01:16:16,760 greatest ascended masters but he's no 1753 01:16:21,820 --> 01:16:18,590 better ultimately he's just slightly 1754 01:16:23,470 --> 01:16:21,830 better than say Buddha or Zoroaster or 1755 01:16:25,540 --> 01:16:23,480 whatever and I can ever go into it was 1756 01:16:27,430 --> 01:16:25,550 when I was a minister going to a 1757 01:16:29,260 --> 01:16:27,440 spiritualist camp in the middle of 1758 01:16:32,050 --> 01:16:29,270 indiana of all places right in a 1759 01:16:34,540 --> 01:16:32,060 heartland of america and they had this 1760 01:16:37,030 --> 01:16:34,550 big monument where they had like busts 1761 01:16:41,200 --> 01:16:37,040 it was like a park out new sunshine you 1762 01:16:43,570 --> 01:16:41,210 know like about 20 or 25 bus of great 1763 01:16:45,110 --> 01:16:43,580 spiritual figures you know lout zoo 1764 01:16:48,290 --> 01:16:45,120 confucius buddha 1765 01:16:50,930 --> 01:16:48,300 you know Hamid whatever and in the 1766 01:16:54,890 --> 01:16:50,940 middle was this slightly larger picture 1767 01:16:58,160 --> 01:16:54,900 of quote-unquote Jesus and but yet he is 1768 01:17:01,520 --> 01:16:58,170 more than an ascended master he is the 1769 01:17:03,410 --> 01:17:01,530 almighty come in the flesh and the trick 1770 01:17:06,530 --> 01:17:03,420 that we were taught as spiritualist now 1771 01:17:08,480 --> 01:17:06,540 listen to this how facile this is we 1772 01:17:10,640 --> 01:17:08,490 were told okay when a spirit comes to 1773 01:17:13,790 --> 01:17:10,650 you and you're a medium you asked that 1774 01:17:16,490 --> 01:17:13,800 spirit do you stand in the light yes the 1775 01:17:21,020 --> 01:17:16,500 spirit says yes then oh it's a good 1776 01:17:22,850 --> 01:17:21,030 spirit but whoever wrote that rule never 1777 01:17:24,890 --> 01:17:22,860 read the passage you just quoted out of 1778 01:17:26,780 --> 01:17:24,900 Corinthians you know that the Satan 1779 01:17:29,930 --> 01:17:26,790 comes as an angel of light and at 1780 01:17:33,620 --> 01:17:29,940 Lucifer and you know as a f-14 is the 1781 01:17:35,240 --> 01:17:33,630 Light Bearer so you know just to ask do 1782 01:17:36,950 --> 01:17:35,250 you stand and light that doesn't prove 1783 01:17:39,710 --> 01:17:36,960 anything what do you need if you have a 1784 01:17:42,890 --> 01:17:39,720 spirit come to you you know you need to 1785 01:17:46,400 --> 01:17:42,900 ask that spirit who is Yeshua who is 1786 01:17:49,700 --> 01:17:46,410 Jesus Christ to you and if the spirit 1787 01:17:52,550 --> 01:17:49,710 doesn't say he is the almighty creator 1788 01:17:55,520 --> 01:17:52,560 of the universe come in the flesh you 1789 01:17:59,780 --> 01:17:55,530 know then command it to leave in the 1790 01:18:01,730 --> 01:17:59,790 name of Yeshua so you know and if you 1791 01:18:03,650 --> 01:18:01,740 say Jesus that's fine you know but we 1792 01:18:07,000 --> 01:18:03,660 prefer to say yahushua are you sure 1793 01:18:09,830 --> 01:18:07,010 because it's Hebrew and the thing is is 1794 01:18:11,870 --> 01:18:09,840 that you know because people again it 1795 01:18:15,500 --> 01:18:11,880 Hosea 46 says my people are destroyed 1796 01:18:17,780 --> 01:18:15,510 for lack of knowledge and people wander 1797 01:18:22,040 --> 01:18:17,790 into these things because they appear to 1798 01:18:23,930 --> 01:18:22,050 be white light wonderfulness goodness 1799 01:18:25,910 --> 01:18:23,940 you know like believe it or not the 1800 01:18:29,420 --> 01:18:25,920 woman in whose home we would host these 1801 01:18:32,330 --> 01:18:29,430 meetings was the wife of a professor of 1802 01:18:36,310 --> 01:18:32,340 theology at a lutheran seminary wow 1803 01:18:39,290 --> 01:18:36,320 that's how easily people can be deceived 1804 01:18:42,290 --> 01:18:39,300 because they think oh this is all nice 1805 01:18:45,320 --> 01:18:42,300 and we sing hymns and you know and they 1806 01:18:46,820 --> 01:18:45,330 quote just enough Bible to make it seem 1807 01:18:50,480 --> 01:18:46,830 like it's good but underneath the 1808 01:18:54,500 --> 01:18:50,490 surface it's very dark mmm he's a liar 1809 01:18:57,260 --> 01:18:54,510 and the father of lies yes Oh so I 1810 01:18:58,940 --> 01:18:57,270 thought it was quite interesting that in 1811 01:19:02,300 --> 01:18:58,950 your book you also talked about 1812 01:19:03,890 --> 01:19:02,310 you got a degree a Catholic your degree 1813 01:19:06,470 --> 01:19:03,900 in your Catholic school without even 1814 01:19:08,690 --> 01:19:06,480 ever happening to open a Bible in it and 1815 01:19:11,150 --> 01:19:08,700 that it was when you finally got in 1816 01:19:12,380 --> 01:19:11,160 there and read the Bible at the finally 1817 01:19:15,290 --> 01:19:12,390 have you gone through all this stuff is 1818 01:19:17,600 --> 01:19:15,300 when you actually when it actually hit 1819 01:19:19,310 --> 01:19:17,610 and when the truth actually came through 1820 01:19:22,070 --> 01:19:19,320 is that right you never actually read 1821 01:19:23,900 --> 01:19:22,080 the whole Bible I i I'll tell you one 1822 01:19:25,400 --> 01:19:23,910 thing I mean I never read much of the 1823 01:19:28,940 --> 01:19:25,410 Bible I mean in the in the Catholic 1824 01:19:30,740 --> 01:19:28,950 Church to be fair they then in the mass 1825 01:19:33,500 --> 01:19:30,750 they have a place for a little bit of 1826 01:19:35,240 --> 01:19:33,510 the epistles of Paul or read and then a 1827 01:19:37,910 --> 01:19:35,250 little bit of the gospel is red so you 1828 01:19:39,860 --> 01:19:37,920 do get the gospel but you don't get that 1829 01:19:43,460 --> 01:19:39,870 much of it you don't get enough of it to 1830 01:19:45,770 --> 01:19:43,470 kind of you know really understand the 1831 01:19:48,590 --> 01:19:45,780 full picture because I was a smart kid 1832 01:19:51,740 --> 01:19:48,600 but you know when you're in any of these 1833 01:19:53,720 --> 01:19:51,750 groups okay the Mormons the Catholics 1834 01:19:56,780 --> 01:19:53,730 whatever or the Spiritualist for that 1835 01:19:58,520 --> 01:19:56,790 matter you are never delighted when I 1836 01:20:00,590 --> 01:19:58,530 was a child we were told don't read the 1837 01:20:02,360 --> 01:20:00,600 Bible you're not allowed to read the 1838 01:20:06,740 --> 01:20:02,370 Bible let the priests read the Bible and 1839 01:20:09,710 --> 01:20:06,750 in for you and so I I briefly I begged 1840 01:20:12,110 --> 01:20:09,720 my CIA when I was probably oh let me see 1841 01:20:13,850 --> 01:20:12,120 seven or eight years old I saw the Ten 1842 01:20:17,150 --> 01:20:13,860 Commandments in the theater you know 1843 01:20:19,010 --> 01:20:17,160 child nest in the whole deal and I went 1844 01:20:21,320 --> 01:20:19,020 on and I begged my father I gotta have a 1845 01:20:23,090 --> 01:20:21,330 Bible this is why do you want a Bible 1846 01:20:25,070 --> 01:20:23,100 you know we had a big family Bible it 1847 01:20:27,740 --> 01:20:25,080 SAT there was like this Janoris Bible 1848 01:20:29,600 --> 01:20:27,750 that was covered in dust never opened it 1849 01:20:31,940 --> 01:20:29,610 just looked good and then when someone 1850 01:20:33,530 --> 01:20:31,950 would get married or get baptized or die 1851 01:20:36,140 --> 01:20:33,540 we'd write their name it that was the 1852 01:20:38,540 --> 01:20:36,150 only really reason it was there and so 1853 01:20:40,190 --> 01:20:38,550 we got me a a Monsignor Knox 1854 01:20:41,780 --> 01:20:40,200 confraternity of christian doctrine 1855 01:20:44,980 --> 01:20:41,790 Bible I can still see the thing in my 1856 01:20:47,660 --> 01:20:44,990 mind and I started reading in Genesis 1857 01:20:49,190 --> 01:20:47,670 but once I got into Exodus I started 1858 01:20:52,250 --> 01:20:49,200 getting bogged down I was only 10 years 1859 01:20:55,460 --> 01:20:52,260 old I wanted to explain it to me and 1860 01:20:59,240 --> 01:20:55,470 numbers yeah y al Libi ghats everything 1861 01:21:00,890 --> 01:20:59,250 so anyway that was it and even getting 1862 01:21:03,350 --> 01:21:00,900 like you mentioned a master's degree in 1863 01:21:05,900 --> 01:21:03,360 theology we never had to read the Bible 1864 01:21:09,710 --> 01:21:05,910 reread books about the Bible is so crazy 1865 01:21:11,840 --> 01:21:09,720 to me Kierkegaard reread born calm we 1866 01:21:13,790 --> 01:21:11,850 read you know Karl Rahner 1867 01:21:15,740 --> 01:21:13,800 all these theologians and Jesuits and 1868 01:21:18,380 --> 01:21:15,750 stuff like that but we never actually 1869 01:21:22,100 --> 01:21:18,390 went to the source text except for brief 1870 01:21:24,350 --> 01:21:22,110 little proof text you know and and so as 1871 01:21:26,090 --> 01:21:24,360 a result it wasn't until ironically i 1872 01:21:28,490 --> 01:21:26,100 joined the mormon church at at least 1873 01:21:30,440 --> 01:21:28,500 they got me reading the bible because we 1874 01:21:32,630 --> 01:21:30,450 were supposed to there was a five-year 1875 01:21:34,190 --> 01:21:32,640 plan where you know one year you read 1876 01:21:36,110 --> 01:21:34,200 the Old Testament the next year you read 1877 01:21:37,940 --> 01:21:36,120 the New Testament the next year you read 1878 01:21:40,330 --> 01:21:37,950 the book of Mormon and so on well I 1879 01:21:43,130 --> 01:21:40,340 started with the Bible fortunately and 1880 01:21:45,650 --> 01:21:43,140 so I finally actually read the Bible and 1881 01:21:47,810 --> 01:21:45,660 that's when the holy spirit began to 1882 01:21:50,300 --> 01:21:47,820 work on me and when i read romans and 1883 01:21:52,250 --> 01:21:50,310 when i read Galatians especially in all 1884 01:21:55,580 --> 01:21:52,260 I Galatians one where you know it says 1885 01:21:59,270 --> 01:21:55,590 if if I don't or an angel from heaven 1886 01:22:01,280 --> 01:21:59,280 preach any other gospel than the one 1887 01:22:06,560 --> 01:22:01,290 that I for example Paul in this case 1888 01:22:09,860 --> 01:22:06,570 preach let him be accursed and that kind 1889 01:22:12,050 --> 01:22:09,870 of put a stop in my Mormonism right 1890 01:22:14,210 --> 01:22:12,060 there because of course supposedly 1891 01:22:16,280 --> 01:22:14,220 Joseph Smith got the golden plates that 1892 01:22:19,820 --> 01:22:16,290 end up being the Book of Mormon from an 1893 01:22:21,860 --> 01:22:19,830 angel and yet you look at the gospel at 1894 01:22:25,550 --> 01:22:21,870 Paul preach which in first Corinthians 1895 01:22:28,070 --> 01:22:25,560 15 it's basically that you know the Lord 1896 01:22:31,520 --> 01:22:28,080 died on the cross rose from the dead was 1897 01:22:34,370 --> 01:22:31,530 seen of many and that's the gospel you 1898 01:22:36,020 --> 01:22:34,380 know and and none of that you know that 1899 01:22:37,850 --> 01:22:36,030 yeah the Mormons believe he rose from 1900 01:22:39,650 --> 01:22:37,860 the dead but they they add all this 1901 01:22:40,940 --> 01:22:39,660 other stuff to it they say oh you've got 1902 01:22:42,770 --> 01:22:40,950 to go to the temple and you've got to 1903 01:22:44,780 --> 01:22:42,780 where the magical underwear and you've 1904 01:22:46,310 --> 01:22:44,790 got to do a journal you've got to do 1905 01:22:48,320 --> 01:22:46,320 your genealogy and you've got to do your 1906 01:22:50,420 --> 01:22:48,330 home teaching and they have like four 1907 01:22:52,640 --> 01:22:50,430 thousand Commandments you know you have 1908 01:22:56,360 --> 01:22:52,650 to keep in order to be a good faithful 1909 01:22:58,760 --> 01:22:56,370 Mormon now we'll talk about the warm in 1910 01:23:00,350 --> 01:22:58,770 connection with the twilight series if 1911 01:23:05,420 --> 01:23:00,360 you have any questions that you want to 1912 01:23:07,010 --> 01:23:05,430 call an ask bill former vampire Joan 1913 01:23:09,050 --> 01:23:07,020 tonight's halloween special the lines 1914 01:23:12,620 --> 01:23:09,060 are open at eight eight eight nine one 1915 01:23:14,540 --> 01:23:12,630 nine 2355 your for listening this night 1916 01:23:20,150 --> 01:23:14,550 this october twenty seven eight eight 1917 01:23:21,980 --> 01:23:20,160 eight nine one nine 2355 want to talk 1918 01:23:23,540 --> 01:23:21,990 about somebody was asking the chatroom 1919 01:23:25,549 --> 01:23:23,550 how you became a witch but i would like 1920 01:23:28,159 --> 01:23:25,559 to you to talk about how you behave 1921 01:23:34,389 --> 01:23:28,169 hire people want to know like the juicy 1922 01:23:40,669 --> 01:23:37,849 basically as i mentioned you know i was 1923 01:23:43,189 --> 01:23:40,679 involved in Satanism and i was told a 1924 01:23:46,309 --> 01:23:43,199 certain point and i'm going to progress 1925 01:23:48,559 --> 01:23:46,319 any further that I had it was like a 1926 01:23:50,770 --> 01:23:48,569 fork in the road so to speak and I could 1927 01:23:54,079 --> 01:23:50,780 either choose to be a lycanthrope a 1928 01:23:56,659 --> 01:23:54,089 shape-shifter like a werewolf or I could 1929 01:23:58,909 --> 01:23:56,669 choose to be a vampire and I knew 1930 01:24:02,509 --> 01:23:58,919 someone at the time who was a 1931 01:24:06,559 --> 01:24:02,519 lycanthrope the shapeshifter and he 1932 01:24:08,209 --> 01:24:06,569 warned me that it's really painful it's 1933 01:24:09,739 --> 01:24:08,219 not something that you want to do if 1934 01:24:11,119 --> 01:24:09,749 you're faint of heart and I I'd already 1935 01:24:13,609 --> 01:24:11,129 been kind of intrigued by the whole 1936 01:24:16,189 --> 01:24:13,619 vampire thing already because it seemed 1937 01:24:17,659 --> 01:24:16,199 kind of dark and sexy whereas really you 1938 01:24:19,699 --> 01:24:17,669 know werewolves are dark but they're not 1939 01:24:21,439 --> 01:24:19,709 really very sexy and they're big and 1940 01:24:23,629 --> 01:24:21,449 smelling and hairy and everything and 1941 01:24:26,179 --> 01:24:23,639 you know so I thought what the hell go 1942 01:24:28,429 --> 01:24:26,189 the route of the vampire so because of 1943 01:24:30,319 --> 01:24:28,439 that you know I don't want to do all 1944 01:24:32,270 --> 01:24:30,329 give all the details I don't want you 1945 01:24:34,520 --> 01:24:32,280 know don't try this at home children you 1946 01:24:38,779 --> 01:24:34,530 know that kind of fact i will say this i 1947 01:24:43,790 --> 01:24:38,789 was given by my mentors a a concoction 1948 01:24:46,129 --> 01:24:43,800 of herbs and cocaine to use and to take 1949 01:24:47,540 --> 01:24:46,139 increasingly large and lime you want to 1950 01:24:53,809 --> 01:24:47,550 believe how much cocaine i was going 1951 01:24:57,319 --> 01:24:53,819 through and finally one night the what 1952 01:25:00,109 --> 01:24:57,329 happened was this being came to me it 1953 01:25:01,879 --> 01:25:00,119 was supposedly a vampire i really 1954 01:25:05,779 --> 01:25:01,889 believe now it was a fallen angel in 1955 01:25:08,509 --> 01:25:05,789 retrospect not a vampire and he sliced 1956 01:25:11,389 --> 01:25:08,519 open his chest and i drank the blood 1957 01:25:13,250 --> 01:25:11,399 from his chest and part of my training i 1958 01:25:16,879 --> 01:25:13,260 should mention was to build this special 1959 01:25:18,679 --> 01:25:16,889 coffin and we give the details and 1960 01:25:20,509 --> 01:25:18,689 everything of it in this DVD set 1961 01:25:23,029 --> 01:25:20,519 interview with the next vampire that you 1962 01:25:26,929 --> 01:25:23,039 mentioned earlier but you know basically 1963 01:25:28,699 --> 01:25:26,939 it was designed to be by incubator so I 1964 01:25:31,129 --> 01:25:28,709 drank the blood and I crawled into this 1965 01:25:33,259 --> 01:25:31,139 coffin it was like you know my mind was 1966 01:25:37,309 --> 01:25:33,269 just going crazy and I had to basically 1967 01:25:38,900 --> 01:25:37,319 spend the whole day in this coffin and 1968 01:25:42,820 --> 01:25:38,910 emerge at sunset 1969 01:25:46,180 --> 01:25:42,830 and when I came out of that coffin my 1970 01:25:49,100 --> 01:25:46,190 DNA had been somehow transformed by this 1971 01:25:52,340 --> 01:25:49,110 demonic / viral thing that I had 1972 01:25:56,900 --> 01:25:52,350 consumed hmmm and it actually changed 1973 01:26:01,430 --> 01:25:56,910 the Rh factor of my blood that's pretty 1974 01:26:06,650 --> 01:26:01,440 bizarre but it did so anyway uh that's 1975 01:26:09,140 --> 01:26:06,660 how it was done and so and you slept in 1976 01:26:10,040 --> 01:26:09,150 the coffin every night well no that was 1977 01:26:13,040 --> 01:26:10,050 a little that would be a little 1978 01:26:15,350 --> 01:26:13,050 uncomfortable oh it's during the day cuz 1979 01:26:17,110 --> 01:26:15,360 you're out at night well you slept in 1980 01:26:20,780 --> 01:26:17,120 the coffin during the day instead of red 1981 01:26:23,930 --> 01:26:20,790 no I did that occasionally but mostly I 1982 01:26:25,730 --> 01:26:23,940 I had a room where there were light 1983 01:26:27,980 --> 01:26:25,740 tight curtains you know really thick 1984 01:26:30,530 --> 01:26:27,990 drapes over the one window in the room 1985 01:26:32,510 --> 01:26:30,540 and I stayed there except maybe once or 1986 01:26:34,850 --> 01:26:32,520 twice a week I'd have to go and do the 1987 01:26:36,320 --> 01:26:34,860 the coffin thing but it was not it was 1988 01:26:38,840 --> 01:26:36,330 not real comfortable it's kind of 1989 01:26:40,640 --> 01:26:38,850 claustrophobic and you know you can 1990 01:26:42,890 --> 01:26:40,650 imagine imagine sleeping you know with a 1991 01:26:44,480 --> 01:26:42,900 with a with a cough in a coffin I mean 1992 01:26:47,630 --> 01:26:44,490 you know it's not all it's cracked up to 1993 01:26:51,260 --> 01:26:47,640 be well and you were married to so your 1994 01:26:55,070 --> 01:26:51,270 wife would have missed you yeah yeah um 1995 01:26:56,630 --> 01:26:55,080 and in the twilight saga okay edward the 1996 01:26:58,550 --> 01:26:56,640 vampire for those of you who aren't 1997 01:27:00,290 --> 01:26:58,560 familiar with it Edward is a vampire he 1998 01:27:03,950 --> 01:27:00,300 falls in love with a human they get 1999 01:27:05,780 --> 01:27:03,960 married and they end up consummating the 2000 01:27:08,450 --> 01:27:05,790 relationship and she gets pregnant and 2001 01:27:11,090 --> 01:27:08,460 has this like half vampire child now you 2002 01:27:12,770 --> 01:27:11,100 were married to a lady and she didn't 2003 01:27:14,990 --> 01:27:12,780 turn into a vampire was this ever a 2004 01:27:17,060 --> 01:27:15,000 thing like could there be a half-vampire 2005 01:27:19,880 --> 01:27:17,070 person like did you ever have to worry 2006 01:27:23,660 --> 01:27:19,890 about something like that no not really 2007 01:27:26,420 --> 01:27:23,670 you know there's a main part of the 2008 01:27:30,590 --> 01:27:26,430 glass movie no I know I know and the 2009 01:27:34,780 --> 01:27:30,600 funny thing is that I don't know how to 2010 01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:34,790 say this delicately but basically 2011 01:27:43,640 --> 01:27:38,430 vampires don't do that they can't they 2012 01:27:46,960 --> 01:27:43,650 can't procreate male vampires cannot you 2013 01:27:50,300 --> 01:27:46,970 know have relations oh so they're like 2014 01:27:51,939 --> 01:27:50,310 just a lot of biting of the neck right 2015 01:27:54,339 --> 01:27:51,949 right yeah 2016 01:27:57,370 --> 01:27:54,349 that-that-that's totally tranced what he 2017 01:28:01,719 --> 01:27:57,380 want to call it transmuted that desire 2018 01:28:04,870 --> 01:28:01,729 into into the desire for blood wow so 2019 01:28:07,270 --> 01:28:04,880 that's even like really really ravenous 2020 01:28:09,669 --> 01:28:07,280 yeah yeah are you hungry but you're 2021 01:28:12,009 --> 01:28:09,679 sexually hungry and just well yeah yeah 2022 01:28:14,080 --> 01:28:12,019 and add that makes it even worse you 2023 01:28:15,779 --> 01:28:14,090 know and that's what the devil does you 2024 01:28:18,669 --> 01:28:15,789 know just like there there are some 2025 01:28:21,969 --> 01:28:18,679 psychotropic drugs that make you 2026 01:28:24,640 --> 01:28:21,979 extremely you know lustful well in the 2027 01:28:27,339 --> 01:28:24,650 same way this kind of a cult stuff can 2028 01:28:29,319 --> 01:28:27,349 make you extremely lustful so it's it's 2029 01:28:31,270 --> 01:28:29,329 a it's a bad thing all the way around 2030 01:28:35,169 --> 01:28:31,280 because it it combines the worst 2031 01:28:37,930 --> 01:28:35,179 features of the worst appetites of both 2032 01:28:43,000 --> 01:28:37,940 the human and the animal nature into one 2033 01:28:45,629 --> 01:28:43,010 horrible package mmhmm yeah um I have a 2034 01:28:48,189 --> 01:28:45,639 question from those true yeah okay I 2035 01:28:50,229 --> 01:28:48,199 have a question from the chat room when 2036 01:28:52,569 --> 01:28:50,239 you no longer enjoyed living the vamp 2037 01:28:54,910 --> 01:28:52,579 lifestyle and couldn't could not eat 2038 01:28:56,949 --> 01:28:54,920 food why did you not seek medical 2039 01:28:58,839 --> 01:28:56,959 attention and that kind of ties in with 2040 01:29:01,239 --> 01:28:58,849 a question that i have like what sort of 2041 01:29:03,609 --> 01:29:01,249 long-term physical effects did a blood 2042 01:29:05,560 --> 01:29:03,619 diet have on your body I know last time 2043 01:29:07,779 --> 01:29:05,570 we talked about how you're like kind of 2044 01:29:10,719 --> 01:29:07,789 a health nut quote-unquote now and you 2045 01:29:12,939 --> 01:29:10,729 know is that kind of what I mean tell me 2046 01:29:15,189 --> 01:29:12,949 about your diet and your body and the 2047 01:29:17,439 --> 01:29:15,199 changes of that and did you seek a 2048 01:29:19,270 --> 01:29:17,449 medical attention well no because first 2049 01:29:23,799 --> 01:29:19,280 of all I was afraid of what a doctor 2050 01:29:25,779 --> 01:29:23,809 would find hmm you know I not I've never 2051 01:29:27,129 --> 01:29:25,789 been real fun and don't take this 2052 01:29:29,739 --> 01:29:27,139 personally anybody out that it's a 2053 01:29:32,729 --> 01:29:29,749 doctor but you know I like most guys I 2054 01:29:35,859 --> 01:29:32,739 don't really like going to doctors and 2055 01:29:38,140 --> 01:29:35,869 you know so and back in those days I 2056 01:29:39,669 --> 01:29:38,150 mean I didn't I was marginally employed 2057 01:29:41,859 --> 01:29:39,679 you know so I didn't even have medical 2058 01:29:43,479 --> 01:29:41,869 insurance of any kind so I just know I 2059 01:29:46,299 --> 01:29:43,489 never even thought of that I knew this 2060 01:29:47,799 --> 01:29:46,309 was an occult issue you know I didn't 2061 01:29:50,919 --> 01:29:47,809 think I had that there is this weird 2062 01:29:54,459 --> 01:29:50,929 disease porphyria which has a lot of the 2063 01:29:57,189 --> 01:29:54,469 same qualities as vampirism does and I 2064 01:29:59,399 --> 01:29:57,199 knew that I knew that back then but you 2065 01:30:02,169 --> 01:29:59,409 know no I never sought medical attention 2066 01:30:05,750 --> 01:30:02,179 oddly enough on this diet you know you 2067 01:30:08,540 --> 01:30:05,760 asked about it I I I never lost weight 2068 01:30:12,979 --> 01:30:08,550 no hmm I never gain weight either you 2069 01:30:16,459 --> 01:30:12,989 know but no I I did okay physically said 2070 01:30:21,620 --> 01:30:16,469 it was excruciating Lee boring plus you 2071 01:30:26,240 --> 01:30:21,630 you smell you see evil stinks hmm I mean 2072 01:30:27,410 --> 01:30:26,250 I hate LA so / no Justin I mean you know 2073 01:30:31,399 --> 01:30:27,420 let's just put it this way had to brush 2074 01:30:34,459 --> 01:30:31,409 my teeth a lot and let's be delicate you 2075 01:30:35,930 --> 01:30:34,469 know party teeth did you have fangs yeah 2076 01:30:39,350 --> 01:30:35,940 but I don't have to go to a dentist and 2077 01:30:41,419 --> 01:30:39,360 have them made me about that and I would 2078 01:30:43,459 --> 01:30:41,429 when I would what do you want to call it 2079 01:30:45,740 --> 01:30:43,469 when I would be in the presence of 2080 01:30:48,500 --> 01:30:45,750 somebody and I was let's just say 2081 01:30:51,049 --> 01:30:48,510 thirsty I could actually hear their 2082 01:30:55,040 --> 01:30:51,059 heart breed across the room ooh super 2083 01:30:58,490 --> 01:30:55,050 sensitive and I i would if i was you 2084 01:31:02,990 --> 01:30:58,500 know hungry shall we say my teeth would 2085 01:31:04,910 --> 01:31:03,000 grow a little and I would you know be 2086 01:31:06,890 --> 01:31:04,920 kind of in a place at that time when I 2087 01:31:09,140 --> 01:31:06,900 could you know all the things situation 2088 01:31:12,589 --> 01:31:09,150 was right I could you know bite them in 2089 01:31:17,000 --> 01:31:12,599 the neck you know but that isn't you 2090 01:31:18,919 --> 01:31:17,010 know that is not you know you don't have 2091 01:31:20,479 --> 01:31:18,929 to you don't have to dwell on that stuff 2092 01:31:24,049 --> 01:31:20,489 but that's that's basically what would 2093 01:31:26,089 --> 01:31:24,059 happen so you know when you talked about 2094 01:31:27,649 --> 01:31:26,099 in your interview with the vampire like 2095 01:31:30,140 --> 01:31:27,659 you went to the dentist and your saliva 2096 01:31:32,839 --> 01:31:30,150 it actually changed too oh well yeah 2097 01:31:34,910 --> 01:31:32,849 yeah that that's a different matter but 2098 01:31:37,430 --> 01:31:34,920 the fact of the matter is that the 2099 01:31:45,169 --> 01:31:37,440 vampire bat there really is a vampire 2100 01:31:47,450 --> 01:31:45,179 bat and the the fact of the matter is 2101 01:31:50,390 --> 01:31:47,460 that they have a cocaine like substance 2102 01:31:53,209 --> 01:31:50,400 these baths that they secrete they land 2103 01:31:56,810 --> 01:31:53,219 on like a cow or some other large mammal 2104 01:31:59,209 --> 01:31:56,820 and uh they bite them and inject this 2105 01:32:01,430 --> 01:31:59,219 this the substance which is like cocaine 2106 01:32:04,700 --> 01:32:01,440 and some of your listeners might know 2107 01:32:07,009 --> 01:32:04,710 cocaine is a topical anesthetic so it 2108 01:32:08,750 --> 01:32:07,019 doesn't hurt so the cow could just sit 2109 01:32:10,729 --> 01:32:08,760 there out in the field and be all sleepy 2110 01:32:13,669 --> 01:32:10,739 and not even realize this vampire is 2111 01:32:15,950 --> 01:32:13,679 vampire bat rather is drinking you know 2112 01:32:17,779 --> 01:32:15,960 several leaders of their blood because 2113 01:32:19,590 --> 01:32:17,789 these little bats drinking amazing 2114 01:32:23,190 --> 01:32:19,600 amount of blood so anyway 2115 01:32:26,250 --> 01:32:23,200 I in the same way that happened to me 2116 01:32:27,900 --> 01:32:26,260 and so when I went to the dentist one 2117 01:32:29,040 --> 01:32:27,910 time this this fellow was a friend of 2118 01:32:30,510 --> 01:32:29,050 mine he was a dental student at 2119 01:32:32,850 --> 01:32:30,520 Marquette University School of Dentistry 2120 01:32:34,590 --> 01:32:32,860 and he started working on my teeth and 2121 01:32:36,570 --> 01:32:34,600 he said you have this weird saliva it's 2122 01:32:39,600 --> 01:32:36,580 really thick and then he discovered his 2123 01:32:41,340 --> 01:32:39,610 fingers had gone numb hmm they actually 2124 01:32:44,100 --> 01:32:41,350 it's like he says this is like I got 2125 01:32:45,780 --> 01:32:44,110 cocaine not cocaine novacane which is a 2126 01:32:48,300 --> 01:32:45,790 purse kind of a chemical derivative of 2127 01:32:50,820 --> 01:32:48,310 cocaine on my fingers and of course 2128 01:32:52,830 --> 01:32:50,830 that's what's dennis use to numb your 2129 01:32:54,780 --> 01:32:52,840 yeah and you're like oh really and you 2130 01:32:57,480 --> 01:32:54,790 didn't tell ya so he end up no I didn't 2131 01:33:00,030 --> 01:32:57,490 see and then he put on gloves you know 2132 01:33:03,060 --> 01:33:00,040 this is before aids showed up and all 2133 01:33:06,720 --> 01:33:03,070 Dennis now wear gloves but yeah it's 2134 01:33:08,520 --> 01:33:06,730 bizarre it really is Wow now what is it 2135 01:33:10,680 --> 01:33:08,530 think we're gonna talk about werewolves 2136 01:33:13,860 --> 01:33:10,690 here briefly but what is it through all 2137 01:33:16,620 --> 01:33:13,870 this that kept you that that was your 2138 01:33:19,740 --> 01:33:16,630 goal that kept you wanting more like 2139 01:33:23,130 --> 01:33:19,750 what was it well for me it was the idea 2140 01:33:25,740 --> 01:33:23,140 of wisdom this this wisdom that nobody 2141 01:33:27,540 --> 01:33:25,750 else knows you know that's what the word 2142 01:33:30,690 --> 01:33:27,550 of cult means it literally means hidden 2143 01:33:32,190 --> 01:33:30,700 and this is the seduction of all this 2144 01:33:34,790 --> 01:33:32,200 let me just talk about this for a minute 2145 01:33:38,600 --> 01:33:34,800 because I think it's an important point 2146 01:33:42,120 --> 01:33:38,610 young people are drawn to the occult 2147 01:33:45,750 --> 01:33:42,130 because they see its mystery and its 2148 01:33:48,060 --> 01:33:45,760 promise of either power or wisdom the 2149 01:33:50,900 --> 01:33:48,070 idea of knowing stuff that nobody else 2150 01:33:54,990 --> 01:33:50,910 knows I mean kids love that stuff and 2151 01:33:56,910 --> 01:33:55,000 you know the danger is is that if you 2152 01:33:59,250 --> 01:33:56,920 have not introduced them to Christ if 2153 01:34:01,980 --> 01:33:59,260 you have not shared with them the power 2154 01:34:04,110 --> 01:34:01,990 of the Holy Spirit and taught them about 2155 01:34:08,460 --> 01:34:04,120 this stuff that when they go out into 2156 01:34:10,290 --> 01:34:08,470 the culture at large they end up you 2157 01:34:13,050 --> 01:34:10,300 know being to see by these things 2158 01:34:15,930 --> 01:34:13,060 because I remember thinking as as a 2159 01:34:17,790 --> 01:34:15,940 young man in my 20s you know this is 2160 01:34:20,100 --> 01:34:17,800 much more exciting what I was seeing in 2161 01:34:22,350 --> 01:34:20,110 the Catholic Church you know and I'm 2162 01:34:24,210 --> 01:34:22,360 sure some young people think that way 2163 01:34:26,100 --> 01:34:24,220 about you know what are their Baptists 2164 01:34:28,530 --> 01:34:26,110 are Pentecostal whatever because you 2165 01:34:30,690 --> 01:34:28,540 know they're there is no vitality 2166 01:34:33,550 --> 01:34:30,700 present in a lot of churches nowadays 2167 01:34:36,880 --> 01:34:33,560 the churches nowadays have lost a lot of 2168 01:34:39,640 --> 01:34:36,890 fire and young people want that fire